Story of Gossip Girl

Confusion

2011-11-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

I felt damn confused when the relationship come in....I dont know how to make it tight and close......Y u make me leave the past scene but now u bring in de old scenes again...I dont like this kind of feeling....I just wan very simple things......Sometimes I really wanna a care, a hug, a kiss.....I also dunno what can I do now.....totally lost....can u give an answer?feel scared without u...but i wan shout out "where are you? i need u.......What was you thinking? sometimes I really dunno...Wat i want from u...it is just secure only.....

A big day for Skye & Yun大喜之日

2011-11-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

Cant describe the moment it just happen on last weekend saturday 29/10/2011...tat was horrible terrible tiring for attending and also preparing the wedding ceremony...Me also the 1st time bocome sister gang on my 1st high school classmate -Yun..Tat day was excited and do that do this busy the whole day...even though me not the bride..but still feel happy and touching "finally we can let yun marry to her beloved"..It being a long time din attend wedding. Very happy can get 2gather with the high school which din meet few years..But luckily bcoz of this wedding, it make it many good things happening in my life..I am seriously saying like this.Wish v can meet every quarter of year, and sharing the living life recently and update.So most happiest i think is all those children and my bride & groom on tat day...Wish they can stay sweet forever and wish can born a new baby soon~~~Our ji mui gang's games session can be said successfully done...It was a funny, excited and nervous experience never encounter b4.It bring many lucks after getting through my hard time..The past is belong to past..it doesn't make sense now.I hope that I belong to u now and in d future too...Keeping a happiness just as simple as that.Always beside u.No matter what u done b4, who r u in the past.It is no more important to me.Coz life is short. We cant waste time on refresh on those old memory tat was pretty hurting u...wat we can do now is create a new memory for our life til ends. I just wan to be urside...U r not alone.relationship is a lifetime commitment,i do hope that u have the same thought as me.The moment u said "I do"..it so touching....

Let the picha doing the most witness on this wedding:~~get thru..scroll down

喜极而泣

2011-09-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

今天21/9/2011的到临，让我整整等了4个月。终于让我等到这一天（成绩放榜)。我做到了。我马上打给妈咪告诉她这个好消息。可是这时的我讲到一半又开始哭了。不知道我今年为什么这么爱哭。妈咪问什么事情？到底我怎么了？我说pass了。终于pass le。明年可以去uk...这次是真的确定了。听到其他人也pass了。大家都很开心。终于让我们等到了。jiayou..looking forward to my future..yeah...

在别人身上看到自己的过去。

2011-09-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

在别人身上看到自己的过去

好一段时间没有update我的blog,今天看到一篇很有趣的故事，为什么故事中的主角这么像自己。她真的很像我。也许那也是注定的吧。原来在别人身生看到自己是多么的感同声受。这三个月真的过得很快。不知不觉中。在这篇文章中，我找到我的人生目标。原来有些事情说要忘记真的是件不简单的事。但我相信不要刻意去忘记，反而让他成为我生命中最美好的回忆。我永远记住这美好的回忆。也许几年后或是几十年后它还是完好无缺的。故事的情节也真的很像我们。我们的相遇注定是一个美丽的错误。在这段时间，我得到很多，也失去很多。但这些都不重要。我有很多的第一次都在今年发生。有好有坏。他让我学会很多事情。可能我们都不知道将来会是怎样。但我知道要懂得珍惜当下。因为有一天我们也会变老。可能这也是老天安排的吧。他对我的影响还蛮大的。很多事情他都不知道。不过我很开心你对我做的每件事情。那时真的很开心。也许是我欠你的。

我们的相遇注定是一个美丽的错误

虽然这段时间发生很多连我都没想过的事，也因为一时接受不到，而让周围的人替我伤心难过。不过这都是必经的成长过程。我不会在像以前那样。我学会惜福。谢谢我好朋友的支持鼓励。我会好好的。

我要重新出发。我的future。我的relationship.我的family,我的career,我的everything

每個男人一開始都是專情的

2011-09-03T19:06:00.001+08:00

十歲以前，就不說了，無非是淘氣和不懂事。

十三、四歲的時候，開始對女孩有好感，但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的，並且以討厭女孩自居，生怕被同伴嘲笑。

十五歲的時候，聽到大人們說某某男人好花，把女朋友甩了，女孩自殺了。他覺得這人真狠毒，自己將來一定要做個癡情的男人，一定要一生只愛一個人。

十六歲的時候，他喜歡上了一個女孩，但是他不敢和她說。仍然和往常一樣，髒兮兮的在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球。只在女孩走出校門的時候，躲在二樓的窗戶上看她的背影，他覺得她一定是個天使。

十七歲的時候，有個女孩喜歡上了他，但是他離她很遠，他心裡面只有自己愛的那個女孩，他覺得看別的女孩都是對她的不忠。

十八歲的時候，看了一個MTV，感動得想哭，他想，如果自己的女孩失去了雙眼，他一定會像男主角會毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她，讓她能看到光明。

十九歲的時候，高考了，終於和自己暗戀的女孩分別，坐火車去學校的時候，感覺自己離她越來越遠，心像被掏空了一樣。還在想自己一定不會忘記她，等到自己成功以後一定要去找她。

二十歲的時候，聽到有人講黃色笑話，覺得這人真可恥。

二十一歲的時候，她的回信中告訴他，自己有了男朋友。男孩偷偷的哭了一個晚上。

二十二歲的時候，他向一個女孩表白，女孩說「你是個好人，可是我還小。」他想，我的確是個好人，他說「沒關係，我可以等你。」心想：我不會像那些花心的人一樣，三年五年我也能等。

二十三歲的時候，說自己還小的女孩和一個帥哥戀愛了。他很納悶，長大原來可以這樣快。

二十四歲的時候，他又向一個女孩表白，女孩說：「你是個好人，可是我並不適合你。」他納悶很久：我是好人妳怎麼還不適合我呢？

二十五歲的時候，他又追求一個女孩，女孩接受了他。他開始很幸福的為未來拼搏，他想：一時的開心只是暫時的，只有努力拼搏，他和她才能有快樂的未來。但是，半年以後，女孩和他分手了。只是因為另外一個男孩會說讓她開心的話。女孩說：「你是個好人，是我對不起你。」他似乎明白問題所在，他是個好人。

二十六歲的時候，他開始墮落，交網友。打扮得時尚而酷，而且漸漸地學習著討好女孩的話。不久，他有了個女朋友，雖然他對她也很好，可是，他心裡知道，自己並不愛她。

二十七歲的時候，他和女孩分手了。他對女孩說：「你是個好女孩，是我對不起你。」

二十八歲的時候，他嘗試了一夜情，發現別人能做的，自己也一樣。

二十九歲的時候，他學會了講黃色笑話，並且以看旁邊的女孩子臉紅為樂趣。

三十歲的時候，他忽然發現自己變得很有能力追求到女孩，但是卻沒有了愛的能力。
於是他在自己MSN上寫下了如下的話：

其實每個男孩，本來都是想做一個感情專一的好男人的。
其實每個男孩，本來看女孩子都是看臉而不是胸部的。
其實每個男孩，本來都是不會講黃色笑話的。
其實每個男孩，本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠的。
只是，沒有任何女孩愛這樣的男孩，她們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚，太古板，沒有情趣。
於是男孩開始改變，變成女孩喜歡的那種。
嘴角掛著壞壞的笑。
玩世不恭或者幽默。
開始學會說甜言蜜語而不是心裡想說的話。
開始學會假裝關心。
學會給女孩送小飾物討好她。
學會如何追求，如何把握愛情。
或者看破紅塵，遊戲情場，成為女人很恨的那種男人。
他們可以很容易俘獲女孩子的心。
但是他們也會在黑的夜裡叼著煙流淚。
心裡有愛的時候，沒有女孩。
有了女孩，卻永遠沒有了愛的感覺。
在聽到女人抱怨世上沒有一個好男人的時候，他們不會再去努力做個好男人，只是微笑著擦肩而過。

pre-wedding of YUN

2011-08-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

jz receive my red boom from my hou ji mui..her wedding will be held on 29/10/2011

she send me this as a gift for sister..so special

best wishes to both of u♥LOVE IS IN THE AIR

Exploring the city

2011-08-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

This is my 2nd time shooting...shoot the whole day..even though very tired.but i very enjoy of it..I wish i can improve my pose skill, make-up skill and etc...Thks, my photographer too!!!.I wish andplan to attend make-up class on the end of this yr. Have any recommended & affordable price for learning bridal & personal make-up?

This is some of the photos choose fr 500++ photos....

the most i like~~ipad2 show gal

Usual meet and eat at Fridays

2011-08-09T16:45:00.000+08:00

After grab my last month salary, me and gary come here for dinner...Sorry ar...I know he was very poor tat day. But I still ask him go out walk walk so coincidence he got off day...Becoz tat day “好想出去走走”..Thanks so much, my BFF.This is my 1st time be here.The food not bad and quite big set until I cant finish my plate.. Love the sauce too~~muaks ...the place v go tat nite~ikea>>the curve (long time not go thr-almost exceed half yr)>oneU>sunway giza>damansara>>>tat day v really walk many street..hehe

New york city map~~quite complicated

just snap at ikea

Bar at Star hill gallery

chicken finger

appetizer ~ so so only

my favourite~salad..love the sauce~honey ____ sauce

Pokai jor after this meal. The set v order is 2 course meal.

Turkey food..~~rm10

Colourful world~~

2011-08-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

I wish i can be a baby, children...when grow mature and older, u will realize tat u have many responsible and character to carry on to the end of ur life. Sometimes u really cant survive in the truth world.but this is the real world ur staying now..Got ppl said the natural is the most beautiful in this world.tat include pp's heart. But after u growing become adult, u will realize the most cruel things is the ppl heart change from natural to artificial...Tat is not right o wrong.just different ppl have different perception.

Life just like a roller coaster. When u getting higher, u will feel excited, happy and enjoy. When u getting lower, u will feel sad, upset, negative..that is so called life.if u not overcome the lowest part of life, how u going on and carry forward to the good life. Sometimes when the things, u only realize what is so important to u..but it is too late ady...To be a cherish, appreciate what u have...Life just once a time...enjoy ur life and also overcome all the difficulties u face in your lifetime,

"Do watever u not dare to do in the past, Face watever difficulties u not dare to face in the past"

If life just a like sweet..it is absolutely good. just like this colourful sweet..i wan this...love it so much...make u happy everday.

sweet first, bitter later

bitter first, sweet later

which one u will choose?

Nando rasperry drink...not bad

macaron..

No women no cry

No men no drunk

My fren commend this green tea + milk..at midvalley, the gardens..

recently love Portuguese tart..

life things

2011-07-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

有些事情要自己经历过才会了解其中的各种滋味，要痛过，跌过才知道很多事情。所以要坚强面对，而不是伪装坚强。忍痛度过每个难关。加油！明天会更好。

My thought

2011-07-23T03:03:00.000+08:00

天真的我以为，这次我真的输给你。因为我低估你的能力

naive i thought,this time i really lost you becoz i underestimated your ability

......

2011-07-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

1.若爱，请深爱。

放弃，请彻底。

等待，本身就是一个错误。

2.看的开一点，伤的就会越少。

3.许多事情，总是在经历以后才会懂得，一如感情：错过了，遗憾了。

才知道其实生活并不需要这么多无谓的执著。

4.秋天，残忍的季节，成熟不成熟的都要一同收割。

一切会在秋冬交替的刹那间随风而逝，唯有那一泓鲜亮山溪般的记忆永远在我心中哗哗流动...

5.珍惜手边的幸福，不要等到失去以后才悔不当初，

也许，你的一生也就只有那么一个人会真正用心在你身边。

6.人生就像一列车，车上总有形形色色的人穿梭往来。你也可能会在车上遇到很多你以为有缘分的人，

但是车也会有听下来的时候，总会有人从人生这列车上上下下，

当你下去的时候你挥挥手，一转身你能记住的只有回家的路......

7.有的人你看了一辈子，却忽视了一辈子。有的人你看了一眼，却影响你的一生。

有的人热情的为你而快乐，却被你冷落。

有的人让你拥有短暂的开心，却得到你思绪的连锁。

有的人一厢情愿了多年，却被你拒绝了多年。

8.不要欠朋友太多东西，因为你可能永远都没有机会还他。

2011-07-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

喜歡上一個人的時候
就一直在思考這個階段談戀愛合不合時宜
總覺得這個年齡一個人怎麼能承受起另外一個人的重量呢

所以只選擇喜歡卻不要求一定要有什麼結果
朋友說我內心過於強大太冷靜太能忍受煎熬
其實不是只是經歷過一些東西人就變成熟些了吧
考慮的東西也就不僅僅局限於眼前了
而且對於我來說並不煎熬
我享受這種夾雜著甜蜜與苦澀的過程

如果你現在擁有了心中那麼好的他
那將來會不會失去呢

可能因為彼此不懂珍惜不懂寬容
或者因為你們的人生軌跡沒有了交集
有許多事情現在都無法確定

我所能想到的最好的結果是
等到彼此已經能夠掌控自己的人生時
如果還那麼喜歡他
就一定會毫不猶豫地告訴他
只是想在自己最好的狀態也在他最好的狀態時在一起

當然不能排除錯過的可能
而且這個可能性非常大
有人問我：你不怕你會後悔嗎？
我說：可能我會後悔，但是我不怕。
我想當我會後悔的那個時候
雖然遺憾但是卻已經有足夠的勇氣承受這個結果
我會微笑地面對
有過這種喜歡的感覺就已經足夠

只不過做了一個選擇
和兩種可以預見的結果
是前者當然幸福
是後者也欣然接受
所以我才發現
當你想通一些事情時
一切就變得很簡單

喜歡也變得很簡單
既然不打算說
那你就一直對他笑就好了
呵呵對喜歡的人笑有時候也需要鼓起勇氣
所以常常會笑得很傻
可是不管笑得好不好看
這都是最溫暖的一種方式
不會給人壓力

我一直覺得
要溫柔地對待別人和自己
這樣你會過得很坦然很幸福
雖然有時候很想知道一個結果
雖然有時候會哭
雖然有時候會徹夜不眠
可是笑一笑
一切都過去了

就這樣喜歡你
時間對了再愛你

my very 1st time shooting

2011-06-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

this is my 1st time come here i city, shah alam...and also this is my time shooting at here with my dear moon moon..both of us very enjoy d shooting....this gave me such a good experience. b4 tat, i din realize i like this activities. after try that, i feel very enjoy and a lots of fun here...i am addicted of it..I wish i still have next shooting....still pending and discuss with my photograph....looking forward...my new life start...dis is total different from the past. My life have 1080 degree change, not just 360 degree change...really.indeed..i din expect my life will goes a new stage..wat i wan to do nw?is improve, improve n improve..I wan learning in order to get more experience...start onwards 2moro i nid keep fit....

Sometimes really cant adapt my new life..everyday coming is become my challenge...i din experience b4...just start my woking life(OL life)...OL is office lady,,really very tough, tired and unexpected...haizzz...y i still cant forget him? sometimes feel very fear...i fear to be alone..Really very tired to pretend myself anymore...i really nid someone shoulder to rest...But now I cant do so even though i very very exhausted.actually im not strong, sometimes feel tired to pretend strong....just wanna said actually i very weak.我不是你想象的那么坚强。。

Sorry,out pof topic ady...enjoy looook the photossss...looking forward to next shooting...

to be continued

the end of the shooting..tired like hell...going bc lol..ady 11pm sumtin

顺其自然

2011-06-07T03:02:00.000+08:00

一切就让它顺其自然，不要想这么多。现在我要朝着我的目标前进，因为外面的世界还等着我去发掘它的美。。加油！加油！

Venice

♥My new chapter♥ Blog updated!!!sorry for ur waiting....

2011-06-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

Event: Gui fang bday

Genting, plaza prima

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Time & date: mid of may

tagged: moon mun and venice lee

place:clubbing everywhere

title: the time v hang out 2gather

Lets c the picha~~~`

long time din update my blog...now only realize tat i have many photo din upload..Sorry, because I have encounter some problem. So need to settle down all my things only have time to updated my blog and fb too...Thanks for my dearest hou ji mui and bestie in my life...sorry for disappear such a long period and really wanna apologize here for din reply u all like msg, fb and etc...Thanks for u all "caring call" to me...I appreciate it~~♥

" I wont give up so easily"

男生不会相信但是每个女生都做过的11件小事

2011-04-22T18:08:00.001+08:00

1.在他不回短信时不知不觉帮他找了很多没回短信的理由手机没电？没钱？没信号？但是永远会等一直的按亮手机屏幕

2.记住他无意的某一句话或一个小愿望然后偷偷帮他实现不论实现的过程多坎坷没有想到过放弃只是希望看到他惊喜感动的表情

3.看到他和别的女生在一起是第一个想法就是胡思乱想但是之后又用一个"不会啦我想多了"作为结束即使还是有些不爽

4.就算吃醋也不敢在他面前表现过多因为怕他觉得你小心眼不要你了所以后就默默不开心自己哄自己

5.就算真的生气吵架了不理对方你发誓一辈子不理他然后默默变成一天不理他最后他还是不理你所以你软弱了主动短信他我错了

6.或者生气不开心时你的闺密朋友怎么劝你都没用他的一句怎么了或者随便一个问候关心你就傻呵呵的笑了

7.在上课时用笔在本子上写他的名字怕别人发现改用拼音缩写反正自己能看懂是关键

8.做那些小测试自己做完试着帮他做一遍看星座时把他的"顺便"看了

9.呐些你给他起的外号在心里默认只有你可以叫很多事情默默为他做了不说

10.只要那些别人说怎样许愿会灵的办法你都试试许的愿都是我们要永远在一起

11.当有事情发生时，第一个想找的人就是你，sms给你你都没有回，不知道为什么会觉得怕一个人面对，因为当时找不到你的时候，我真的很害怕。不只如何是好

最后在一起吧

女生要的东西很简单。。那应该就是"安全感"吧。。。

copy from facebook

♥april happening♥

2011-04-17T17:14:00.001+08:00

April got many happenings..for example...my fren's bday n my family member bday (mum n bro)..i think got at least 10 frens born on this month...non-stop party, outing, movie session, sing k session..This month is the most hard time n enjoy time....Y u said like tat?hard time: suffering exam n stressed (some more sick)...finally overcome it ady....Welcome the most awesomr event on this month n next month...So happy to heard that my fren wanna date me b4 i go uk...go shopping and watever la....Actually i have so many fren who always caring me...touching^^...

the most happier events is my high school best fren wanna get married on this year...actually plan on dec..but she decided to move forward to oct....This year-rabbit year really have many ppl get married...look at my fren ...they really get their “幸福”。。whr is my mr.right?still haven found it..This is a good year...^^....Wish my year oso good year..thks god bleesing...But still a lot of bad things like earthquake,tsunami, what 2012 prediction and so on...Wish everything can going smoothly..even though tat is very tough and hard..i prepared to take any challenge...haha...now growing older and older...thinking also become more mature..not like the year b4...easy to get ppl cheated(haha)..hmmm....saying someone...Really scared about the world end predict...dont care whatever...pls do appreciate ur dad,ur mum, ur beloved family, frens and loves....spend more time with them...

Sorry to mention the main course today...just hang out after exam...de-stressing..16/4/2011 is pei ling bday...shi yun call me in a day of morning...haven wake up...i dont have idea y she call me...coz long time not call me ady..(dont mention abt the sad things here)im wake up late then din join them sing k....after. tat i go join them eat Special cake at sg.wang..we have nice tea time thr.chat a lot of things..do enjoy and appreciate the time with them...even just chi chating make me very happy...coz maybe next time dont have time and chance to meet 2gather...My college student life just gone like tat...ady 4 years

pose 2 b4 going out..haha..long time din take photo..forgive me la...

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Finally over my suffering time

2011-04-16T00:54:00.000+08:00

B4 start exam, i fall sick ady.....food poisoning for 2days very suffering..even dont have appetite to eat things on this few day..I scared eat things...am I go wrong? some more the exam is around corner, that really a hard time to me...burn midnite oil for 2days ...1 days just sleep 2-3 hours only...no choice...have to sustain over it....I said to me: cant give up...must sustain over it.....But i believe what i do will be worth....wish god bless me to pass my exam.....this time really important to me....pray pray pray****when the time finish exam for last paper, I was no more energy...even cant stand stable.....super duper tired dont even try b4 since my college time...wish my effort can be pay off..the result will come out on beginning of may....

It is finally over my "suffering" time....wish i dont wan this anymore...must be work hard next time....

this time is my last C.H.A.N.C.E

2011-04-09T15:09:00.000+08:00

i wanna grab this last chance to let my dream come true..I cant get off the chance again..coz time really cruel...they dont let ppl to go bac on that time and also give u a chance to change the situation...no more "chance" for u...For me, sometimes will realize tat I will appreciate ONLY after the things not beside me or around me... I will start to worry abt that....I kinda scared to losing sumtin tat can make u feel happy or even can comfort u when u r sad....Seriously, I always ask myself "dont think so much abt it".....I wan change my personality...i know dis is very difficult to do tat..... maybe im still not so independent...还像一个需要“被哄”，偶尔“会撒娇”的小孩

May god bless in my coming exam and thks for my frens who always encourage me..I know I am not the Best.....but i at least im not so worst and even can do better than other people...I know this is good year to me...I WONT let go anythings that destroy my plan..I DONT WAN....I just waiting for the right moment to show my "result" after get stuck into a very "worst situation"....indeed i will try harder n harder....I still dont know and dont have any clearer picture for my future....But i wish im the one who being bless by everyone around me

误会终于解开了

2011-03-25T23:54:00.001+08:00

Finally all the misunderstanding ady clear up..happy^^

Recently I was very busy with my working stuff..so din have to time to meet this fren....I not mention the name here....coz i could n't find her and almost half year din meet up her and also v have some conflict between us..we lost contact...i got try to call her..but she dont wan face up her best fren( include me)....Sorry, fren..i blame you for so long time..I shouldn't listen and believe what he said during ur hard time....I oso understanding why u dont wan to meet fren and it is due to ur relatioship problem....sorry abt tat..i cant stay beside ur during tat time....Coz i was really really misunderstanding ur r tat kind of person...我错怪你了..其实不是我想象的那样

The things also past so long time..over half year...when i thinking back... i still feel very pain...but after meet and finally v meet up (very difficult to meet also) u, finally i get courage to ask u and explain all things..until today i only know "i was wrong to believe the fella said"....i dunno y he suddenly change..change very rude after break up with her....this is 报复..really really bad...also influnce the friend beside her....i know during this hard time, u really suffer a lot....me also suffer a lot during tat time...actually she dont know i misunderstand her....she just tot tat i was angry with her "why din contact me"....

But all the things past ady...dont think so much anymore...we chat and eat very long time (3hrs) at the gardens..sushi zanmai...We keep on laugh（傻笑)..and look at me...after i listen all the story..only know what is happening...turn me laughing at her..really think tat during tat time, im very silly....haha...think bac , we ady know each other 4yrs ady...time gone so fast...She also said I was the one who stay beside her on the hard time...

经历这么多的事情，才懂得珍惜。。

复杂的心情

2011-03-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

好久没有用华语写blog了。为什么我的心情是这么复杂。。可以一下开心，又不知下一秒会是伤心好是开心。

this can be said since i take my last sem result...tat day i still nid to go working...b4 the day, i still not forget 2moro is my result release....When i on the way go working, i suddenly feel i must go uk since i think it very long time ago....i check my result in my working place..but the monitor display the good news and bad news....the bad news i fail my CG paper....haizz..really cant believe....y dun wan give me pass....after i listen the result, i feel ok only...but after i go bac home, only realize tat im really very sad....think positively..maybe this is testing me....whether i can go uk...see this time...no more chance...so i shud take this opportunity to overcome it....i plan go uk stay 2yrs for working....

thks a lot, my fren..which always support me and very caring me when i feel sad...recently really many things happen like japan earthquake.2day just heard the news that myanmar n thailand also hit by earthquake....temporarily malaysia still safe...the place which come nearer to us.....

Dont waste time to be emo again....happy always^^...不开心也是一天，开心也是一天。不如开开心心的过每一天

我欣赏女人这样的活着

2011-03-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

1、想办法努力挣钱，而不是如何省钱。

2、愤怒的时候，数到30，再说话。

3、喜欢的东西自己努力买，不要指望别人送。

4、少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少说多做，少怀旧多憧憬。

5、永远不会再有第二个男人像爸爸这样爱你，所以最爱的男人当然是爸爸。

6、不要认为找个有钱男人就什么都有了。世界上年轻的女孩子，多的就像货柜上的可乐，喝不喝都无所谓。

7、如果你不喜欢现在的工作，要么辞职不干，要么就闭嘴不言。

8、吃下去的就坚决不再吐出来，所以吃之前要想清楚。恋爱也是。

9、寂寞的时候，不要听慢歌，怀旧或腻死在网上，站起来做运动或者去找朋友八卦。

10、看透的时候，假装没看透。

11、工作的你，和游手好闲的你，绝对不是同一个人。

12、做好防晒，但记得适当的晒晒太阳。心情也会进行光合作用。真的。

13、真正看中的东西就买，不要借钱。真正喜欢的男人就追，量力而行。

14、银行卡的密码不要用男友的生日。

15、永远不向从前的恋人诉苦。

16、出门之前，根据步行的时间和强度考虑要穿的鞋子。

17、要读好书，陶冶情操，提高品位。

18、可以淘便宜的衣服，但记得自己的品位比这个价位高。

19、桌上的护肤品永远比化妆品多，贵，好，对于女人来说外养不如内调。

20、养成写日记的习惯，哪怕只言片语。

21、可以不认同，但要学会尊重。

22、注重内心，但不要忽略外表。

23、做不了决定的时候，让时间帮你决定。如果还是无法决定，做了再说。宁愿犯错，不留遗憾！

my hectic working life

2011-03-02T13:02:00.000+08:00

long time din write blog ady...this is a month i very busy working and to settle all my uk things....now only know money is not easy to earn..u nid to see the face on supervisor...when thr is no sales, then u will be kena shot by them...and maybe nid to get fired...but u doing nothing wrong, they still have power to sack u..this is reality world...all is talking abt money...haizzz maybe it is time to let me learn abt this...nid to accumulate my working experience from now and expand my socialize network..this is very important when u wanna come out working...if u have good connection with people, u will taking advantages than other people...

i only feel money is not easy to earn...have many things nid to buy b4 go uk....wanna spend a lot of money....now i dont have much more time to do others things..just wanna earn more more money go uk...thaks, im the luckiest one....for my working also...i wish my result can be pass all the subject which release on nx 2 week...thks for the ppl who helping me a lot includes my best fren, the person I met and who treat me good...thks...wish me good luck..

maybe too tired for working...my social life is slightly less...but i feel happy even though i just watch a movie and window shopping with frens during my rest time...appreciate so much!!

Things wanna buy:
1.sport shoes
2.beg
3.camera
4.handphone (my old hp spoil ady)
5.so on.....

seems so many things nid to buy...shud find some job to cover my expenses

happy happy CNY

2011-02-02T15:01:00.000+08:00

today is nian 30...the last day of tiger year....This year really not so good..coz many place get flooded due to the whole weeks raining non-stop..wish all the victim will be all right...2day really feel sob sob..coz all the bad things come towards me.. I not purposely wanna spoil the things....sob sob...kena marah just now.. dont know wanna tell who..many things annoying me....pls dont come towards me...coz everybody is very busy to prepare tuan yuan fan..wish everything will be ok...nevertheless, i will hardly pray my god....pls bring me to a good "rabbit Yr"

Wish all my fren, blogger and family happy chinese new year and always stay healthy...

2moro will be bac mama's hometown ~melaka...wish everything will going smoothly..

best wishes from everyone

Best wishes

Venice

(♥) the moment I stay on 2010@ at the beginning of 2011 (♥)

2011-01-31T00:11:00.000+08:00

this title is my sudden idea to write as normal title....2day i wanna update my 22nd birthday. Last month I really busy becoz of my exam and assignment. Last yr really many things happen...but i think that is my growing process...Really grow older..now not dare to tell my age....haha...For my knowledge i tot my blog less ppl read, but i still will keep going to write my blog..Coz ppl grow older, the memory will become very weak..So I nid to write it down and take photo to keep them as my memory...Some more i wonder that why they know more so many things...But it is the only solution i can destress whenever , whatever I do....I wish this yr will be a good yr to me...Always think positive and dont think so negative...Even though the journey will be more and more tougher....

The photos can said thousand of words...

2011 events:go mist club aft exam..1st time come mist club...wohoo..ladies nite got free drinks~wine..wish can go next time。。pyjamas party on that nite

dance floor

pillow fighting~~~

love dis pic~~

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Especially thks my fren, max.. he bring me go the curve, santuary bar on my bday nite....coz i was begging him bring me go here..but my bday wishes also fulfill..thks for ur wishes and many many....i know who treat me good and who treat me bad...

xmas mood

coincidentally my bday also fall on wednesday..but din eat this...coz closed ady..was 11 sumtin

one of the place i wanna go to.."the library".we just pass by here..not go in..but at least i come here...

I recommend this place for those love to be cold.."ice bar" at the santuary bar

both of us become crazy to take photo...coz it really freezy inside..below 0 degree

all range of wine

babe livia

babe venice

b4 nite outing ~the curve

this present send from my hou ji mui ♥sinnee♥...love it...it special to me

ferrero rocher from mum ~small gift~

thks for ur present..my love bff..jiaxin...appreciate it♥

life is kinda "boring"

2011-01-29T00:32:00.000+08:00

love this when i see this...wish have time to pay them a visit!!

just do my random update....the cny is coming to our corner...dis year i bac hometown very earlier....but the time like very slow..do nothing at home..haizz..last time complain that very busy for my studies..no time do to this to do that.....stay at home exclude sleep, eat, watch drama....still de same....sleep, eat, watch drama...im not said dis kind of lifestyle not good...i jz feel that im a useless ppl...haha....is time to be a good gal to help my mum do this do that.....it is the time for me to relax...now im finding the part time for after cny nid to go bac kl.....dont know why this year new yr dont have mood...mayde when ur grow older...then dont like chinese new year.....

dont so emo ok, venice...do sumtin to cheer up yourself will be better rather than do nothing...

i cant resist this....

Forgone 2010, welcome 2011

2011-01-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

No time to blogging here.....recently busy prepare my final exam...Last yr 2010 is a year that have happy moments and at the same time sad things happened. So just forgone and forget the unhappy things and welcome to my new life towards 2011....I promise after my exam i will update my blog...forgive me being busy this time...Do enjoy at the last 2 weeks of 2010 includes my birthday, xmas eve and new yr eve....happy moments always the gone so fast whe u not realize the time...

Am I still on new year mood.....whr is my study mood..nevertheless, it is the time for no rest at all..start fighting with my final exam. CG, CA, CFM.....fighting with them dis coming 2 weeks..wish me good luck to pass all the exam...

wish u my fren, family..happy new year 2011!!!....wish all the dream can come true on this yr 2011!!!!

Xmas coming to the town

2010-12-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

xmas is coming..everywhr is full of joyness, happiness and many many more...no time to write blog...just simply update some of recent life...the picha can tell thousand words..even though just has few photo....wish everyone merry xmas and happy new year

another dress i like it also

bear bear

mashmallow~ing

dis maxi dress i find very long time ady....

new hair look!!

wishes on this year

2010-12-10T22:58:00.001+08:00

this yr dont have any wish on my special day coz have sumtin happen around the end of d yr...but after viewing my fren's blog, i wish to go "library at the curve"..but is not the library in my college....haha..begging someone bring me to go....but i think de end result is not my expectations...just go naturally..recently busy and crazy with those "stupid assignment"..no choice have to "ngai" the last sem in my adv dip...Thks for the pasar malam session on last thursday..do enjoy and at least can relax my stress off..some more thks for my fren forgone her things and acc me go shopping..however, v dont have buy anytin and very rush to shop also...but i do enjoy it.....Lastly, my cousin got came down jb...v ady plan go to s'pore during xmas...wish v can go it..coz she forgot to bring her passport and trying to ask her mum to send it by post...wish everything go smoothly..God bless~~Looking forward to meet my diploma hou ji mui..wish the time can make it, all of us are able to meet up at least once a yr...

Hectic & busy life

2010-12-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

Long time din update my blog and upload photo ...Recently i was very busy for assignment and din go anywhr...just stay at home do my assignment.A ton of homework and assignment make me crazy and feel pressure..One assignment haven finish yet, the other assignment come again..This is my last semester. So no choice have to put more efforts in my final.. Between the gaps, I still have time to relax a while..Thks for those fren who come find me from other place..thks for the movie that i wanna watch very long time ady..Last friday nite we went to wangsa walk to watch Skyline...somemore long time din watch midnight seesion..luckily the movie din make me fall in sleep..However i heard that that is a nice movie, but after watching that feel so-so only...But i still appreciate it which can release my stress for doing assignment..

Last wedenesday, i ady submit my ljmu liverpool university form to the office. Wish everytin will be ok that i can go uk on nx year jun...Pray for god~~me and my fren start discussing for the living at uk nx year..the shopping paradise, europe trip, hostel life, and so on.. Wish my dream can come true..B4 going uk, have a lot of things nid to prepare and this period is the hardest time to me for pass all the paper in advance diploma..After that only can further my degree in UK. Between the gap until nx year, i have to working at kl first to earn my living expenses and funds to UK..wish me good luck...Past few month, i was very looking forward go to uk and someone said wan acc me go thr. He going thr working and I study at uk for 3 month...(stop to thxxk the fella again)

Life is hectic and so many changes nid to adopt...Do i changing myself too? no choice..this is the environment change me a lot.. wish my "new life" can going smooth...Dont ever think the past, looking forward to my future...my birthday and xmas is around the cornertime really gone so fast...my age is leading to 22..old 1 year jor..din have any special wish this year...this yr xmas maybe will go s'pore.. Enjoy listen the xmas songs.....I wanna go visit those shopping mall xmas decoration^^..let take the picha...i will upload soon

2moro go relax and go shopping with gui fang to buy my high heel and dress...

★跟自己说声对不起★

2010-11-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好的吃饭
跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好的利用时间
跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好地给自己挑一份礼物

跟自己说声对不起，因为总是莫名的忧伤
跟自己说声对不起，因为曾经为了别人难为了自己
跟自己说声对不起，因为因为伪装让自己很累
跟自己说声对不起，因为很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜
跟自己说声对不起，因为我让自己不开心

跟自己说声对不起，因为忘了提醒自己要好好照顾自己
跟自己说声对不起，因为倔强让自己受伤了
跟自己说声对不起，因为忘记了要搁浅
跟自己说声对不起，因为含泪的微笑我没有倾诉
跟自己说声对不起，因为悲伤麻烦了一些爱我的人（especially my mum-i know that she very caring me and those my best fren- imeantion the name here)
跟自己说声对不起，因为总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己

最后，说完对不起之后，生活还在继续。
其实，原来我只是想让自己开心一点…不要难过。
于是，我微笑着原谅……

this article really inspire me...dont let any people influence me, include many many things...

it will let me to be hurt again..thks for those fren still so caring my feeling and lend ur ears to me...I really appreciate it...谢谢你还把我当成你的朋友。谢谢你的关心。至少还有人会关心我。真的很开心。对不起原来我难为了你们。tell myself dont blame me anymore....and said sorry to

myself..

the only things i can do now is pray for god...let the things go naturally, coz im not god.i cant change the fact.

still have 1 week to decide whether i wanna go uk o not..all the things is preparing...wish god can give me some guideline

my beautiful weekend

2010-11-17T13:12:00.000+08:00

Sunday:14/11/2010

Place:Pavillion

The promotion of stage brand product until 19th of this month...As my promise to gui fang on last month, we went thr and bought the loose powder for each of us. im her shopping partner now and also my gossip partner.......I said this is my christmas gift for buying myself a gift...Too early to said this.. Indeed 1 month more, the christmas is coming around.. That day went to pavillion, i saw many decoration for the christmas..But i din picha those pic...This year decoration more golden and blink blink...but it is similar like last year..Wonder the a year past so fast like a rocket.. cant deny it...another year 2011 coming soon also..

my snap things on that day...includes mask, stage loose powder,facial wash(foc)

the body shop din provide any plastic beg..( until now i only know tat)haha

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Date: 13/11/2010 ( this day got many couple get married..that is a good day)

Event: yu jun advance diploma convo

On last friday, she took bus to kl for coming and preparing her convo on the saturday afternoon. She stayed at my place for 2days 1 nite. SO happy that she can come here and accompany her go eat dinner when she reached gk. My best-est fren ever

That day i went after she came out from the hall and i bought a not very big bulk of sunflower to her. After that, we went pizza hut for our dinner and chit chat there. i said wanna treat her bcoz she helping to pass my important things to me-passport.But lastly she still wanna treat me bcoz i was helped her to get her convo gown...Really paiseh for it...she said nx time when bac jb only treat her.... I have such a good fren since our child hood time..But tat time v not close until v study at the same secondary school and be classmate for one years....Really a big thanks to my dear fren...after v came bac home, v still continue for our gals gossip session. next time v dont much timr to meet each other..coz all busy working.

Big thanks to those my dearest fren..i know ur r the most understand me...give me courage..courtesy!!!

This is the flower i send to her..her fren helping us take this photo at the clubhouse..waiting her fren come and return the gown to the college

tarc library

congra...congra..u graduate from degree and adv dip

victory!!!

颁花仪式

学会坚强

2010-11-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

今天早上是睡得最好的一天

前一个星期都可以说是失眠

真的很辛苦，如果你有试过。

我的好朋友都知道我最近发生一些事

谢谢有你们的陪伴和听我的倾诉，谢谢你们的安慰

希望我能快点好起来，事情能晴朗化

有时为了这些事让我很想逃避

可是有时听朋友说他们也有他们的困扰

虽然你们不能陪在我身边，但我不觉得孤单，

因为你们永远都站在我这边“十扑”我

对不起，可能有时我真的累了，所以没顾到你们的感受，

或无心的说错什么，请不要见怪。

我知道还是你们对最好

从一个朋友身上学到，凡是都要靠自己

可能她是独生女的关系，所以她很独立。

虽然有时真的很想有个人陪，依靠。

但自己也要学会独立。

Amber Chia and her lovely baby

2010-11-12T16:05:00.000+08:00

I jz do update for the amber chia's life which i saw it from her fb profile...2day im very free and dun have class on 2day..so just do some things to fulfil my empty time....haha...waiting my fren, yujun come kl and participate her convo on 2moro... I got talk this b4..Amber is my good fren sister, lee mei..Recently she was very busy with her things..we dont have time to meet each other.

this is the recent photo shooting with her son, Ashton..

After give birth of his son, wonder she still can look so slim and young...envy she can keep her body so well...

i like this photo so much...

不要让幸福悄悄溜走

2010-11-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

人的一生总会经历很多事情,这些事情有的让你喜,有的让你忧,有的让你仰天大笑,有的则让你垂头叹息.

开心的事，人们都乐于接受，而忧伤，苦恼之事袭来时，人们往往哀叹人生不幸，命运不公。其实，细细想来，在这生与死并存的世间，只要能好好地生活在这个还称得上美好的世间里，我们就是幸福的...

有这么一些人,他们喜欢独处一室,或是和其他人聚集在一起,两杯小酒下肚,就开始满腹牢骚,指着这个世界或是自己的生活埋怨起来.咒骂更是司空见惯.有的为上司的一次批评悲观,有的为朋友的一次误解烦恼,有的为丈夫的一次失败埋怨,有的不妻子的一次唠叨愤懑,有的为男友的一次迟到生气,有的为女友的一次犹豫感伤,有的为儿子的一次顽皮叹息,有的为父母的一次管教纳闷-------

死亡与不幸随时都会在我们身边发生，这确实是让人心痛的事。完好无损地活着的我们，怎么就不想想我们的幸运呢？谁都知道，在这世间，再也没有比生命更宝贵的东西了。既然我们依然拥有宝贵的生命。我们何不用歌声和欢笑妆点、打扮它呢？妆点生命其实就是妆点我们自己啊！我没有听说过谁是在埋怨自己生命的过程中获得解脱的。因为不断埋怨自己的生活和命运，而把自己的一生弄得一塌糊涂的人，我倒听说过很多。

作为万物之灵，有了生命，你就已经站在幸福的屋顶上了。所以，在这里，我想对喜欢埋怨和自寻烦恼的人说一句：活着就是幸福。不信，你就在埋怨之前或是烦恼得要命时，摸着自己的胸口默默地说三遍：活着就是幸福！相信你会从中获得心灵之光的照耀，重又回到你少年时就在内心深处描绘出的理想之路上。

是的,除了这么提醒自己,你还必须学会爱,学会勤奋,学会坚忍.这样,你就会在原本幸福的屋顶上,获得更多的幸福.

life is miserable...

2010-11-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

对自己说要坚强的渡过每一天的挑战

虽然不想给人看到我脆弱的一面

无论发生开心还是不开心的事

都要让自己开心起来

虽然有时会感到不安，彷徨，焦虑

对自己没信心

这就我人生的低潮吗？

不是。在哪里跌倒，就要在哪里爬起

以前那个不怕痛，勇敢的我去了哪里

为什么都不见了

一个人的孤单

不是我要的

也希望得到别人的照顾

在这冷冷下雨的夜晚

家里还是最温暖的

好不想回去面对现实

可是明天还是要回到那里

好想好好的发泄一下

我想这里就我可以好好发泄的地方。

发泄完了就要回到自己的位置。

tough journey when bac home

2010-11-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was thinking wanna bac on wed or thurs...actually my plan is bac on 2day...haizz.yesterday was awake at 5 sumtin..bcoz of those fire crakers...after tat i still decide come bac 2 day....got 6 week din bac jb ady...2day i was very blur and shameful.even though is a tough journey when going bac here..but it is worth...Home sweet home...The place ever comfortable is so called "home".

2 day just me alone going bac here..coz my fren suddenly said dun wan bac with me. So i have to go bac myself...Maybe long time din go bac..i miss the train and take the train. then i have to change , change n change again....Unluckily i was fell down when going down the staircase..my leg supper dupper painful now...bengkak like a pig leg...cant walk like normal people...if i got somebody fetch me here, then won't have dis prob...2day is a bad luck day to me...haizz...2moro have to go see dr..

But finally i was very happy to reach home safely...Home sweet home

Halloween at maison + Snowflake at pavillion

2010-10-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

Due to over stress prob and very emo recently, so i wanna find a way to relax myself..Actually wanna go with my fren on friday, but it is too late ady.So lastly din go...change plan to saturday....but saturday also cant go coz my fren sick ady..so both of us very dissapointed coz cant go enjoy the halloween party and v dont wan stay at home to celebrate this special day for us..

After that, we ask other fren see whether can join her o not...Finally, we can go clubbing

Why special day for us?

Coz recently can release my stress..not so many assignment to do...of i dont go...then dont hv time to enjoy...Just wanna go dancing and forget the troublesome....My 1st time clubbing is during last yr halloween...

Let see the picha.....

me@gui fang at maison

Rachel@evienne

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Snowflake at pavilion

When we heard cant go clubbing..feel very disappointed and no mood to go shopping ..I damn boring and totally wan vomit for sg.wang n times squares..。。So both of us feel very tired and decide to go eat ice at snowflake and rest a while...

homesick+stress+emo

2010-10-25T21:11:00.001+08:00

I miss home so much..i miss my family especially my mum and my best fren. Home is the warmest place ever.If u have any unhappy things encounter at outside, but when u back home u will feel definitely good. I dont wan stay at kl...boz i hate to be alone and nobody talk to me...

I know staying outstation is very enjoy sometimes. coz u got freedom to do things, hang out until nite also nobody care u. But sometimes i feel very lonely to stay at here..I wanna back home. I dun wan face the reality....all those assignment and stress pls get away from me...Wish the time can be faster..I dun wan suffer anymore....

Thks for my best fren to concern me..I know who treat me nice, who treat me bad....I know old fren is better 100% my fren now...Even though we stay at different place, one at jb ., the other at kl...Thanks for ur calling me to chit chat with me...I feel better than stay at home lonely...Why i cant adopt to this life?i feel scared of this feeling-lonely...

Emo again...I oso dont wan like tat...Pls let me go...arghhhhh...i wanna release it...

丟了自己，記得要撿回來

2010-10-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

有時候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人說話，只想一個人靜靜的發呆。

有時候，突然覺得心情煩躁，看什麼都覺得不舒服，心裏悶的發慌，拼命想尋找一個出口。

有時候，發現身邊的人都不瞭解自己，面對著身邊的人，突然覺得說不出話。

有時候，感覺自己與世界格格不入，曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。

有時候，突然很想逃離現在的生活，想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

有時候，別人突然對你說，我覺得你變了，然後自己開始百感交集。

有時候，希望時間為自己停下，做完己還沒來得及做的事情。

有時候，想一個人躲起來脆弱，不願別人看到自己的傷口。

有時候，突然很想哭，卻難過的哭不出來。

有時候，夜深人靜，突然覺得不是睡不著，而是固執地不想睡。

有時候，走過熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一個人的臉。

有時候，明明自己心裏有很多話要說，卻不知道怎樣表達。

有時候，覺得自己擁有著整個世界，一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。真的只是有時候，明明自己身邊很多朋友，卻依然覺得孤單。

有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里的發一次瘋。

有時候，突然找不到自己，把自己丟的無影無蹤。

有時候，心裏突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒，覺得自己很累很累。

有時候，看不到自己未來的樣子，迷茫的不知所措。

有時候，發現自己一夜之間長大了。

有時候，聽到一首歌，就會突然想起一個人。

有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一種安全感。可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候，你卻偏執地退隱。

有時候，別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話，心裏鬱悶的發慌。

有時候，被別人傷害，嘴上講沒事，其實心裏難過的要死。

有時候，常常在回憶裏掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷。

有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷，有時候卻麻木的像個笨蛋。

有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑歎息，自己卻無能為力。

有時候，真的會想這麼多。跟朋友裝沉默，跟陌生人講心裏話。對於在乎你的，不想讓他們擔心，

有時候，沒有消息就是一種好消息。其實，很想說“我很好”，或許是昧著心說謊，也只是想把最燦爛的一面，

放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。

丟了自己，要記得撿回來。

october onwards

2010-10-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

time: 4/10/2010

venue: times square, look up point at ampang

have our bowling session at times square.aft that v curi curi go buy the cake for celebrate catherine n fion birthday.

look yummy yummy...nice recommend this cake sop at hotel berjaya times square. The bakery shop called Big Apple... after 6pm, u will get 50 % off

chicken steak..nice nice...big plate!!

look point..almost 3 yrs din come here ady...quite enjoy at this place...

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Venue: Broga hill at semenyih (sinnee's hometown)

nice experience wake up in the early morning and see the sunshine...

the day wanna turn into bright day

the view nice o!!!

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Time: Week 2 of my new semester 091010

Venue: Sg.wang , timessquare, pavillion

with darling gui fang (continue our shopping seesion -due to my prob...she come acc me)..thks a lot. She always know me very well when she know my mood is on bad mood, she came n acc me..

nite day look!!let's go clubbing..long time din go liao..actually tat day wanna go maison..but lastly oso din go...

After our shopping session, we having our nite time yum cha session at cola club..even though v cant go clubbing, but v still can go cola clubing...quite enjoy thr..listening music and watch soccer match...

Cola club at genting klang...have a nice saturday nite here...i love saturday ever..coz this is the day i can get to home as late i wanted.

2010年，我们今年二十一二岁

2010-10-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

我们今年二十一二岁，
见到亲戚朋友，他们不再问你考试考了多少分，更多的是问现在一个月工资多少；

我们今年二十一二岁，
聊天的话题，从各种网络游戏变成汽车、房子，吃饭的时候讨论的往往是他准备结婚，她哪年结婚；

我们今年二十一二岁，
每天不再感叹学校有多少作业做不完，开始感叹油价、房价涨的有多快；

我们今年二十一二岁，
不再乱买东西，月底开始算计这个月还了信用卡，交了房租，还剩下多少钱；

我们今年二十一二岁，
渐渐地讨厌喧闹，喜欢自然；

我们今年二十一二岁，
偶尔会有寂寞，偶尔会挂念一个人；

我们今年二十一二岁，
我们开始追逐梦想，不会再轻易流泪，不会再为了一点挫折而放弃；

我们今年二十一二岁，
没有了年少的轻狂，把遇到的挫折困难都当成一种人生的阅历，试着去包容，试着去忍耐；

我们今年二十一二岁，
回想起曾经，我们做过了太多的错事，走了太多的弯路，我们总在后悔，可是我们回不去了，回不去那个曾经纯真的年代了。当我们被社会上无形的压力压的喘不过气的时候，我们渴望曾经的那份爱，渴望每天下班了能有个人一起吃饭，一起看电影，我们需要一个人来为我们分担些东西。我们在一条伟大的航路上，我们需要有人为我们鼓劲，也许我们偶尔累到会想放弃，可是当我们想到身边还有一个让我们牵挂的人，深吸一口气，继续向前走，我相信总有一个能够停靠的彼岸。

我们今年二十一二岁，
我们隐身上MSN 看看谁在线呢看见熟悉的人想说点什么究竟又什么也没说... 就这样纠结着...我们把空间刷新了一遍又一遍看看谁更新心情了，谁更新日志了，恢复了符号，却没有恢复句子...

我们今年二十一二岁，
烦恼的时候不再发牢骚...我们静静的静静的看着听着这很现实又很虚伪的世界.... 我们今年二十一二岁，明明很想哭，却还在笑。明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开。明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福。明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了。明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话。明明眼泪都快溢出眼眶，却高昂着头。明明已经无法挽回，却依旧执着。明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不必觉得欠我的。明明这样伪装着很累，却还得依旧..

为的只是隐藏起自己的脆弱，即使很难过，也会装的无所谓，只是不愿别人看见自己的伤口，不想让自己周围的人担心，不想让别人同情自己，只想在心底独自承受，虽然心疼的难以呼吸，却笑着告诉所有人“我没事的！”然后静下来时，自己便笑话自己，何必把自己伪装的那么坚强.!

失去的东西再次回到你身边，你会比以前更懂得珍惜

2010-10-16T02:27:00.000+08:00

失去的东西再次回到你身边，你会比以前更懂得珍惜

你要比以前更努力，把失去的空洞弥补起来

只要有放心去努力做一样事情，你得到的成果就你想要的

即使不是，至少你有努力过

别人没有看到你的努力，不用紧也没关系

你的努力一定会得到回报

不想让任何人误会，我还是我

过去的事就让它过去，我已经不想再提，因为不值得我去留恋

人是不能留在回忆里，即使那些回忆是多么美好

世界真小，当我想要忘掉那些回忆时

为什么又让我无意间看到他，我也不想这样

老天就是爱抓弄人，两个似成相识的人

转个身就变成两个陌生人

可能他不把这些当成一回事

别傻了，这些都不重要了

现在应该做的是往前看，去寻找我的下一站

♥sometime when we touch♥

2010-10-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

my hou ji mui, sin nee@ me

me@my dear gui fang

Last 2 week of saturday, i was very busy to meet my fren.One is from kampar, one is from Kepong. I cant make it the time meet them at different date. I was woke up in the early morning to dill up myself and it is my 1st time wear maxi dress which last time borrow from my fren, jiaxin. I addicted with long dress now, coz when u wear it will become different. First of all, me ,peiling, weesiong go klcc to buy the oct baby present for catherine n fion. We do shopping at pavillion , klcc to bought their present. After that, i went to sg.wang to meet up this 2 frens.. My days is full of shopping and meet them up..She always my best fren ever during our diploma time. However, the other one fren, dee hsia cant join us at that weekend. But i wish nx time all of us can meet up againe...The chance v meet is very low..coz all of them was still studying at kampar.. I was very appreciate those days we live in hostel...appreciate our frienship so much... That day from 11am shop until 11pm...very geng...But now getting older...the long day shopping and some more go 4 -5 places in days wasn't a easy job to me anymore.

taken phto by sin nee..still take her new camera, keep saying i was wear very pretty that day and help me take this photo

both of us♥

me at bukit bintang walk

starbucks coffee at sg.wang

nvr take photo at sg.wang

curi photo taken by sin nee!!!!no realise when she capture this photo

I ♥ this photo so much....bff♥

normal look!!

i wanna get a camera soon..saving money to buy...my target for this year birthday is canon camera....i like the setting of this camera.canon ixus 100..

nite day look!! this photo with flash

we again!!!

101010..who & wat is ur perfect 10?

2010-10-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

2day is 101010...is a memorable date to everyone...but for me is nothing to stay at home...today is a special day for those wedding couple or to someone who are going to celebrate...

who is my perfect 10? sure is my family especially my mum...No matter what i doing wrong & she still taking care on me but sometimes kena scold and ngam by her.

wat is my perfect 10?

( can i have 10 wishes on today even though i not a birthday gal 2day)

1. I getting prettier ( the most important)

2. I can find a part time sooner in this period

3. I can have a good result in my final year

4. I can find a bf (haha...wakaka..goes as naturally)

5. I can get a good job after i graduate

6. I can correct my bad habit (over spending money) and earn more more money

7. I wish i can pursue my studies at UK nx yr even though it is very tough me..be confident to urself..u sure can do it)

8. I can getting closer with my frens

9. I can buy myself a camera or handbags as my birthday present..

10. I can be happy person...dont be emo again..okok..no matter anything happen to me

Thisi is seriously i wish to fulfil my dream...looking forward to my future...

Recently, dont know why im very emo...when ppl is very down, all the things toward to him /her will not be a good or happy things. However, we still nid to alive in this world..why dont we are happy to living a good life. This is wondering sometime. I know on the road to going success is very difficult and there will be a lot of humble to stop ur getting the success. In that time, when u feel lonely and unhelpful, the person really support u, tat person really is ur true fren. Fren nid to be a lot, but good fren nid a few is enuf ady for me.

I know I still have a lot of things nid to learn.. I am not as good as in ur mind..But sometimes I really indeed nid care from others also...I also a human. However, living at outside have a lot of freedom. But sometimes i oso nid caring from others especially my love: mum. I dont know still can support until nx year when i graduate. Do sometime i really hate to be alone. I also nid somebody care n support me.

Recently cant adopt my change in my last sem college life. Coz we having lecture until 8.30pm and the assignment group got a bit movement of team member. I dont know i can adopt this life better. still left 12 weeks to go..Not short Not long. Nevertheless, i still have to face the truth and complete my resposibility to be a good student. No matter what is happening. I cant let my result drop again.

要输就输给追求，要嫁就嫁给幸福
This phrase i pick from fb..this is really meaning to me. inside the post saying tat the past things ady become old memory tat we cant control, pls let's it go and let the old memory lock in and dont talk it easily ..However we still nid to face our life now and some more the things we can control in our future.

过去已成为遥远的回忆，我已无法把握，就让他成为封存的记忆，不轻易将他诉起，而今天还得靠自己去面对，明天还得靠我们自己去开拓。

到现在我始终还没放下吗

2010-10-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

有一些东西错过了，就一辈子错过了。人是会变的，守住一个不变的承诺，却守不住一颗善变的心。
有时候执着是一种负担，放弃是一种解脱，人没有完美，幸福没有一百分，知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多，也没有权要求那么多，否则苦了自己，也为难了对方。
一颗心属于一个人，爱情里什么是公平？爱的深，伤的深，爱情里没有不公平。爱上不该爱的人，是永无天日的叹息，爱了不爱你的人，是眼泪决堤的开始。
承诺是一张白纸，再厚的剧本也有了结局，我想我知道眼泪的味道，就算付出每一分，每一秒我都不曾想逃。在这个世界上没有恒久的幸福，只有瞬间的惬意和安适。
——前言

如果你把我的感情，当成一场游戏，我玩不起，更输不起，花言巧语，谁知道我微笑背后的痛苦，爱由一个微笑开始，一个吻成长，最终由一滴眼泪结束，受了伤，结了疤，最终还是留下痕迹，强迫自己忘了你，但爱过才知道，原来我并不能左右一切，也许无言才是最好的安慰，也许回忆是最好的结局，傻瓜也都一样，都逃不过悲伤，因为有梦在心上，所以甘心流浪。
有些缘分注定要失去，有些缘分注定不会有好结果的，爱一个人不一定要拥有他，但拥有一个人，一定要去好好爱他，不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己。
不要因为没有阳光，而走不进春天
不要因为没有歌声，而放弃自己的追求
不要因为没有掌声，而丢掉自己的理想
其实每一条都通往阳光的大道，都充满坎坷。
每一条通向理想的途径，都充满了艰辛与汗水！

很多事情的发展注定它有个结束，好好享受美丽的过程，擦身而过的时候，我们应该学会遗忘，放声的笑一回，大胆哭一场，抬头望一望，一片灿烂的阳光，相信时间可以改变一切！不要轻易让自己掉眼泪.
春有春的风情，冬有冬的雅致，人生各有各的美丽，各有各的潇洒，你笑，全世界跟着你笑。你哭，全世界只有你一个人哭。当不能拥有时，唯一能做的就是令自己不要忘记！

1.做一个爱笑的孩子。
2.看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。
3.高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什么也没发生。
4.在不违背原则的情况下对别人要宽容能帮就帮千万不要把人逼绝了给人留条后路。
5.快乐最重要，谁人、何物、何事使你快乐，你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐，你就离开他。没有条件，创造条件也要离开他。
6.不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱。
7. 学会用心的经营自己。
8.不要把时间浪费在上网和看偶像剧上。
9.一定要做个有教养的人。
10.要漂亮，更要有气质。
11. 一次只爱一个人，选一个单身的人，值得爱的人。
12.因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容。
13.自己选择的路，跪着也要走完。
14. 善忘是一件好事。
15.没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要，只会什么都得不到。
16.懂得从内心欣赏别人，虽然这很多时候很难。
17.两个人同时犯了错，站出来承担的那一方叫宽容，另一方欠下的债，早晚都要还。
18.学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则
19.自己不喜欢的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。
20.对自己好一点，心情不好的时候，什么都别考虑，去吃自己爱吃的吧。
21.维持自己觉得可靠的社交圈子并且扩展之。
22.不要停止学习。不管学习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能。
23.钱很重要，但不能依靠别人或父母，自己一定要保持一定的赚钱的能力。
24.不要太高估自己在集体中的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起。
25.过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下。
26.即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑。
27.不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补。
28. 不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。
29.不要轻易许下承诺，做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。
30.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了。

如果我可以像记忆卡那样把我的记忆删除掉，那有多好。早知道我们就不应该开始，那就不会有有结束。。我不想在被这虽然很短暂的回忆困进去。这不是我想要的。。。还有很多事情等着我去做。。不想活在过去。这条路是自己选的，怎样都要跪着走完。我不会放弃

怎么办我的梦想离我越来越远？

2010-10-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

today result release, i went to check it at college when having lecture. When i see my result, i really disappointed for it. Coz i fail one subject. That mean i need to resit my paper at april nx year....then it going to postpone my graduation date...since the graduation ceremony is on nx november. My uk dream is spoiled half way ady. How I going to do? I really very emo after seeing this. I cant jz let it go..must be to sumtin to resolve it. However my result is average, but the truth is i fail one subject. Since my fren around me, they doing quite well..but they also got fail(they like nothing when knowing their result and feel not very dissapointed as me....I think i am the worst one...how am i to turn this situation to a good position?

jz now pick up my call from mum, i cant "tahan" lastly i tell her "2day release result"..I nid to resit one paper..i know she sure scold me why u dont study hard in this sem and blame me go play n travel. I admit tat this is my wrong. And she also blame me why always go play until my result like tat... Maybe i am a person who very easy influence by other things. This is not true me.

What happen?iz i change liao? I know this is my problem...

I promise myself i cant make failure again in this semester. learn from mistake. I dont want anytin to be my humble for pursuing my dream, The feeling come bac again to me.. i dont wan this feeling. like me stand at the cross road...dont know how choose...why ppl always wan to choose...往往当人有选择的时候，就不会去珍惜，　当在没选择之下就会埋怨为什么没得选。

亲爱的,你只是卸了妆

2010-09-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

亲爱的，你只是卸了妆，

亲爱的，你只是卸了妆，我不会介意，在快要到我们约定好的时间，你还在家，画着眼线涂着润唇膏，而我还在等你我知道，你只是想让我看到最漂亮的你

(这可以看得出那男生有没有耐心，在等你和你一起出街，即使你好了，他到你家。还是要给他等）

我不会介意，你说要去方便，其实是照照镜子，拍拍照片，留念一番，然后顺便补补你的妆，而让我一个人在厕所外面等半个小时，看着进出的人对我的鄙夷

我知道，你只是想记住每一个和我在一起的日子，所以迫不及待的留下证据

我不会介意，在陪你逛化妆品专柜的时候，被你拿来当实验模特，即使十个手指都涂满了不同颜色的指甲油，然后还不罢休的往我脸上抹着粉底

我知道，你只是想让我决定哪个更好，因为你喜欢用着我送你的指甲油，用过一次就早早的成了你的收藏品，你说你留着是为了证明我爱你

亲爱的，当你卸了妆，在我面前，你掩面，说好丑的，不想让我留下槽糕的印象
其实，亲爱的，我想抱着你，捧着你素面的脸蛋，轻声告诉你，我爱的是你，不是你的妆

亲爱的，
当你不再用厚厚的眼影伪装疲惫的双眼

当你不再用厚厚的粉底遮掩你的憔悴

我知道，那是你用了很久的勇气，做的事情

你只愿意在我面前展现最真实的你

你说，化妆是为了和我在一起的时候，是最美丽的
你说，化妆是为了当我想你的时候，想起你的，都是漂亮的妆容，而不是岁月的苍老
你说，化妆是为了在我朋友面前，让我有面子，让我觉得有你是一件很骄傲的事情
你说，化妆是为了卸了妆，是为了，告诉我，你的真实与不真实，是为了，如果哪一天分开，我能记得的都是真实的你

亲爱的，不管你明不明白，纵然所有男人都窥视着你的美丽，为你的魅力所唏嘘
但是，他们却看不到那个真的你
也许，他们喜欢看到你的浓妆艳抹，喜欢你那个好像永远不会哭的表情
而我知道，你有眼泪，你有苍老，你有素面朝天的时候
终会有一天你不想再在脸上化着沉重的妆的时候
你想依靠一辈子的，是你给他看卸了妆的你的那个人
亲爱的，我爱你有美丽的妆容，但我更爱卸了妆，没有面具的你
亲爱的，你只是卸了妆……

really touching seeing this...it is write by a guy for his gf. This is the real man inside ur heart...when the guy tell me this....he doesnt care abt wat u look...the important things is the guy love ur heart, not the make -up of u ....n also he wil love u forever when u become older n older...he will not give up u...this is the guy i wanna find too

addicting for my temporary curly hair

2010-09-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

edit by meitu

love this hairband!!

my curl hair...

I realize that when i go out shopping or outing for some where else, i really cant live without my make up, colour lens, fake eyelashes and so on..this things really can beautify a people look...Just like u cant live without ur hair....

I admit tat im not a pretty gal...if i have flawless skin, i will be more prettier....Just wanna share some photo..some of them just have my lovely curly hair...dont have my face....coz this is roommate do for my hair on curl for temporarily...im without make -up...no dare to show the whole pic...

i wan do facial, hair do, buy hp...-all my dreams..when can come true? finding part time to earn and realise it

惜福

2010-09-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

要珍惜在你身旁的每一个人，尤其是家人，朋友。。

还是他们对你最好。无论你在外面遇到什么困难。

仔细想一想家人永远排第一位。。在你困难的时候是他们在你身边支持你。。

不值得留恋的人，就远远从我记忆里删除。。不要在想他了。

当我下一次遇到你时，我要你后悔。。我会美美的。骄傲的从你身边就经过。让你呆呆的望我一眼

我会找一个比你更好的男生

慧婷说得对靠自己的女生最美

对自己说是时候学习如何放手。。

Venice

small gathering with yujun

2010-09-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

Location: Korea Food Restaurant

Almost 4 mths din meet dis cha bor, coz she went to uk for top-up programme at TAR college. As usual, I go her house to fetch her...4mths not so long, not so short...but seems like jz a short period din meet..but it can denied time past very fast like a roket. Thanks so much for the souvenir she bought for me since I ask her to keep for me..She bought me cgocolate and key chain...love it so much... She is one of my hou ji mui in my list...Frens always the best...Appreciate it ..nx time treat u back..haha...I said how to contribute bac this "ren qing"...i wanna marry to her..haha..

We having our lunch at the korean restaurant...At that time, over 3pm...not more promotion price (RM9.90)..We ate around 4 sumtin...?Jz both of us ate in the restaurant...We are korean food lovers...Everytime go out sure will go eat korean food...Wish at the future, we can go korea travelling...

ice -cream..

the dishes we cant finish...eat very full....wasted food..compared to the opposite side korea restaurant..the side dishes not so nice

a steel bowl...v always grab this bowl to eat the rice...

fried "nian gao"..damn nice!!!

all the side dishes

stone rice...our favourite dishes..but this lunch costs us rm 50 sumtin ...damn expensive also...

Actually korean food quite healthy..coz u cant even find a meat at this dishes..all is vege...

random pic

plate, bowl set

thois taken at the toilet ..haha

i love london..thks, babe...i love this key chain..she said this very expensive..rm 10++...i appreciate it so much..heart is most important.. not the value

chocolate mint..this look like teabags..

有一种爱叫放手......

2010-09-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

爱上一个人不需要勇气，但是放弃一个爱上的人却需要很大的勇气。

当你爱上一个人的时候，他仿佛已经根植在自己的心房了。

放弃他，无疑仿佛将自己的心也挖出来。

可是他不爱你，根植在你心房的思念就像带有腐蚀性的毒品一样，将你的五脏六腑慢慢腐蚀掉。简直比挖心还痛苦。

尽管你很爱很爱他，感觉没有他自己会活不下去。但是这仅仅是一种感觉而已。曾有人说，这个世界上，没有谁会因为没有谁，而活不下去。

放不下也要放，那么首先，在行为上先放下。

当他不爱自己的时候，最好的选择不是用等待感动对方。而是放弃他，而且彻底地放开自己，让自己拥有爱上别人或被别人爱上的机会。

尽管我们都知道，不是说放弃就能放弃的。

但是你要学着放弃。你要告诉自己，我要学着放弃，只因为我太爱你。

所以，他不再爱你的时候，请不要再打电话给他说关于你的事情，因为他没有兴趣。

请不要再在节日里送礼物给他，请不要再在半夜发信息说爱他，请不要再在你们的老地方等他出现。

更不要用自己的青春甚至生命作为赌注。因为你赢不起，更输不起。

当他不爱你的时候，请选择放弃。他只是你的一场劫难。

用放弃来保护已经受了伤的自己。

其实你在放开他的同时，也是放开自己。相信自己，你会遇到一个值得你一辈子也不放开的人，值得用一辈子去等待的人，值得用一辈子去爱的人。

遗忘，是对过去的另一种怀念。

始终无法遗忘，请你铭记。

放弃，是对爱情的另一种成全。

始终无法得到，请你放手。

请记住，有一种爱叫放手。

september ♥"enjoy"♥ life - holiday♥

2010-09-20T14:27:00.000+08:00

Long long journey part 1

Stop 1# Yong peng & batu pahat

Our 1st stop is at yong peng which is wee siang n peiling 's hometown. Haha.. This is my 1st time driving at kampung road go to town and batu pahat..Our destination on that day includes BP mall, summit and North station cafe. In the morning, raining very heavily and all of us sleep until 11 sumtin only wake up...I wan quite enjoy kampung life, u can even realize that it is better than city like kl...u can fresh up with fresh air and the water is not clean and cool. I take very less photo here...jz share some of that...other is post at fb....love the journey too....In between have a lot of funny things...we talk loud, laugh loud inside the car when we are on the way going BP...

wee siong's house...really kampung style house is made by wood

ice blended chocolate -really delicious and nice..love the cocoa crunch

tell u a funny story...actually b4 that day we plan to go out yum cha in that nite which wee siang bring us thr..MAybe tat day is hari raya...the cafe is fully crowded of ppl..and u know the waiteress said wat when v wanna make order from her..She said the "ice" finish ady..that means v cant eat this also..bull shit, man...We were feel very angry and we just goes off...
But on the second day, v still wanna try this...haha..luckily 2day the "ice" not out of stock..

guess what it is ?the hot pot filled with the "soap"...

mine- lee hom bubble tea!!!

Stop2#jb

outing on tat nite...feel very disappointed ...my bro use the car..the v can go out to sing k..and was due to the reason:public holiday..actually v plan to go sing k...but the room was fully booked...lastly, wee siang's sister frens come n fetch us go yum cha...

Bruce lee said: Knowing is not enough we must apply it.

Willing is not enough we must do it.

Stop 3# city square, jb
(me n fion)

j co ice blended-tea time

1st time drink this...ice blended chocolate with white cream...waiting this for more than 15 minutes...jco shud improve their service..but i can see thru how they make this...

donuts, ice blended, straw...

seating..

my ka chan....(hmm..haha)..so many things to bring..very heavy also

newly buy..use my own money to buy this...continue using this brand..wish my skin can be better..

FOC products

chocolate chip which is buy from s'pore..$ 3 sumtin forget ady the price...the price can buy the famous amos (100mg)..this is worth to buy at s'pore

last tuesday, we bac kl again n waiting for the next trip...kuantan...v go one u for shopping n sing k session...

some photo taken by me in the padini fitting room...

Stop 4# kuantan, sg lembing

We take afternoon bus take 3and half hours reach thr almost 5pm sumtin..
Shi yun's bro come n fetch 5 of us...We were waiting for janice gang and other gangs coem n fetch us.. We go the kuantan pasar malam buy ah ma shoes...

funny story again: the two days trips (we hiking n go up to see the waterfall and rainbow) when i wanna cross over the "small sungai", my slipper was dropped 2 times..They all keep on laughing on me...but our ABM group was really funny and get closer after this trip...looking for the nx trip...

bukit panoroma...

our room at kuantan

our bed...

more update on fb!!!

爱一个人，就别当他最好的朋友...

2010-09-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

你的身边有没有一个认识了很久很久，

你知道你自己对他很有感觉，

而他对你也有着同样的感觉

可两人最终却都没能在一起的人呢？

有人把这样的关系称做为暧昧，

但你们的心中都很清楚这不止是暧昧，

这是一种爱，但不是爱情，更不暧昧，

他对你的了解可能还多过你对自己的了解，

他对你的关心可能比与你牵手的人还要多，

就算知道你身边已经有了爱人，

却始终都不会离你远去...

或许这是所谓的红颜或是蓝颜知己吧？

在自己心灵最无助，有需要安慰的时候，

心中想起的那一个人一定就会是他，

开心的，不开心的都愿意与他分享，

只是两个人心中想要的都不只是知己...

可却始终都跨越不了友情以外的界限...

其实自己也不是没有想过要接受他，

偏偏他太了解你了，偏偏你太明白他了，

他知道你的每一个笑容背后的故事，

你知道他的每一滴眼泪蕴藏的悲伤，

你们都知道彼此心中最软弱的那一面，

你们都太了解对方心中在想什么了...

不知道自己该如何接受他，

也不知道该如何结束这样的关系，

要结束自己却舍不得，要继续却害怕爱上他，

要爱上却又不敢爱上，不敢爱上又不敢结束...

如果你也深爱着一个人，别试图当他最好的朋友，

好朋友始终不能变成爱人，好朋友始终也只是好朋友，

因为当你是他最好的朋友以后，

他，就不会是你的爱人了...

每个人都希望有个能了解自己的伴侣，

却不一定会找个很了解自己的人成为伴侣，

因为和太了解自己的人在一起很压力，

找一个自己深爱，却不了解自己的人相爱，

他才有机会好好地了解自己...

爱情不需要有个了解你的人，却需要有个可以了解你的人...

change change change

2010-09-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

i wanna change my hairstyle..see my frizzy hair growing out ady..It is time to do rebonding...maybe b4 cny only chenge to curl hair..still wait my hair growing longer.Some of the hair end split ady spoil.

took pic from magazine..

好想找个肩旁来靠~~

2010-08-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

原来我不是那个想象中很坚强的女生，

当你累的时候，真的很想找个肩旁来靠

好想有人和你分担一下。

不是因为孤单寂寞，而是希望有人能体谅你

照顾你，保护你，

也许真的累了一个人的生活。

好想找个依靠

一个属于你的避风港。

by Venice

Concentrate & focus

2010-08-28T02:15:00.000+08:00

wat i nid to do is focus on my studies now, wish i have a healthy body to overcome this hard time for me...After can go enjoy watever i wanted...

to my fren:

all de best fir ur guys n dont look down on urself..coz every one very serious to study for this time exam...keep mainted our library study at this period...cheer up n good luck for my fren who failed d cw n wish u guys good luck on d second make good...successfully go final exam...

studying ...at 2.20am...still feel very energy....

2moro nid to wake up early in the morning to continue my library study n amt revison class(sudden plan by lec)..wish i can absorb faster on that class...cherish my time to study n etc....

听说这样的女孩很值得爱。。。

2010-08-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

1整天打你骂你说你笨蛋不让你抽烟的女生要惜

2喜欢吃棒棒糖的女生

3总是送你小礼物的女生

4让你唱歌给他听的女生

5对你发脾气却哭了的女生

6喜欢粘着你分开时却嘟起小嘴流泪的女生

7这个你可能不知道你睡觉时她总是喜欢默默的看你

8表面上不在乎你但你生病时她却着急的落泪

9 帮你省钱的女生

10喜欢让你在她最伤心的时候陪在身边

现在想想你心里的那个她,不管你们再没在一起

如果看完这个你笑了呵呵你喜欢她当每个宁静的夜晚她都会等你忙完了，再陪她聊天。你是否知道当你在电话里头对远方的那个她说：很晚了早点休息吧，明天聊时，她有多失望。即使她已经很困了。
你是否知道：每次你问她想你吗？她回答：‘不想’的时候其实是想你最深的时刻。
也许她经常骂你猪，其实在她的眼里你永远是最优秀的。
她的要求并不高，只要在她哭泣时候,你能陪着她就足够了!她总是喜欢和你唱反调。你知道吗？每次她生气时，你说她说话很个性时她都会破涕而笑…她完全会因为你的话而开心。
…
所有看完日志的人,如果现在拥有她,请记得给她幸福,不是要天天和她粘在一起,而是心永远和她贴的最近就OK! 她，也许并不优秀，但对你绝对够好。珍惜吧！同时希望你们幸福一辈子！

My new target now...

2010-08-23T17:30:00.000+08:00

This is my new target now. Im so greedy... This is not mine. It is my fren, bao li's bday present 2010 which send by her family...She is so hapiness.. I like d photo and put the comment at thr "i oso wan this pink camera (which is my most wanted stuff)..Then she reply me that ask me go survey and ask someone to buy for me as my this year bday present. After tat, I reply that " I hope so have someone send me this. In my situation now, I din have extra money to buy this. From now, my new target is "this pink camera"..haha..I wish my dream can come true also.(hey gal, stop day dreaming la).. The actual fact is "buy from ur own pocket money"..

sorry for that...studying mcsp very asleep now...so write this blog...

聰明女孩需背下來~include me

2010-08-22T11:44:00.000+08:00

1.收到甜言蜜語的短信，記得微笑，然後刪除。

2.想辦法努力賺錢，而不是如何省錢。

3.憤怒的時候，數到30，再說話。

4.喜歡的東西自己努力買，不要指望別人送。

5.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少說多做，少懷舊多憧憬。

6.永遠不會再有第二個男人像爸爸這樣愛你，所以最愛的男人當然是爸爸。

7.不要24小時都想念同一個人。可以分一點給家人和朋友。

8.不要認為找個有錢男人就什麼都有了。世界上年輕的女孩子，多的就像貨櫃上的可樂，喝不喝都無所謂。

9.吃下去的就堅決不再吐出來，所以吃之前要想清楚。

10.寂寞的時候，不要聽慢歌，懷舊或者膩死在網上，站起來做運動或者去找朋友八卦。

11.看透的時候，假裝沒看透。

12.工作的你，和遊手好閒的你，絕對不是同一個人。

13.做好防曬，但記得適當地曬曬太陽。心情也會進行光合作用。真的。

14.真正看中的東西就買，不要借錢，想清楚之後再決定，決定之後就不要後悔。

15.銀行卡的密碼不要用男友的生日。

16.永遠不向從前的戀人訴苦。

17.出門之前，根據步行的時間和強度考慮要穿的鞋子。

18.要讀好書,陶冶情操,提高品位。

19.可以淘便宜的衣服，但記得自己的品位比這個價位高。

20.桌上的護膚品永遠比化妝品多，貴，好，對於女人來說外養不如內調。

21.養成寫日記的習慣，哪怕隻言片語。

22.可以不認同，但學會尊重。

23.注重內心，但不忽略外表。

24.做不了決定的時候，讓時間幫你決定。如果還是無法決定，做了再說。寧願犯錯，不留遺憾!

25.打電話的時候記得微笑，對方聽的見。

26每月記帳，每月儲蓄。

27.瞭解潮流，但不必跟風。

28.看起來多大年齡，就有多大年齡。

29.相信愛情和mr.right的存在，在此之前也不拒絕和mr.wrong們分享人生。

30.如果發短資訊給你喜歡的人，他不回。不要再發

31.不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。當然，偶爾傻一下有必要，人生不必時時聰明

32.穿有質感的衣服，找有品質的男朋友。他不一定很有錢，但是一定要能讓你有安全感和開心。

33.如果決定離開一個人，行動要快一點，快刀斬亂麻；如果決定愛上一個人，時間拉長一點，看清楚是否適合你。

34.閒情時候自己煮花茶煮咖啡喝，或者做茶點吃，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺，快哉。

35.學會承受痛苦。有些話，適合爛在心裡，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。當經歷過，你成長了，自己知道就好。

36.任何場合，保持應有的涵養。學會說謝謝、辛苦您、對不起。做錯了事情要懂得道歉和改過.

恋爱通告 - addicted

2010-08-20T23:51:00.001+08:00

Lastly watch this movie with my friends at wangsa walk 2day...really touching, romantic, comedy and so on..one word can said is "wang lee hom, u r the best"..he quite funny at this movie....love his songs too...Even thought my fren said not bad only..but I very love this movie so much...wish can watch 2nd time..addicted for it. Recently is my study week, a lot of things nid to study..But I still dont hv mood to study and wanna hang out....Coz long time din stay home for dis sem...Im busy for my working, outing and so on.....Pls stay away from me ...I shud be "guai guai" stay at college library to study my final exam....

addicted with them!!!

happy valentine "qi xi"...

不要等到失去才来后悔

2010-08-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

It is too late to regret tat anytin loss from ur hand included anytin.. Pls appreciate what u have now...I hate this kind of feeling。。dont know why？？？maybe it is belong to u, but after tat it disappear without inform u...U will feel so scared for it...What is the important I nid to concentrate is my studies, my exam..Not others..Anytin pls bring forward after my exam...

Recently, i feel that fren is important to me...Thanks that who for helping me in my hard time and give me support. Thank for u helping n care my problems right now.Wish i can overcome my problems. Really have "chong dong" to do sumtin bcoz of my family. Pls stop me from doing tat. I know my mind still in "unclear' condition.

Last week is a freakin tired day bcoz I doing part time for MITM (MATTA fair) at Mid Valley. The work time is not hard to me, but travelling time from genting kelang to thr is make me tired until sleep inside LRT.. Now only understanding the working adult's life is bored, tired, stress and so on..I much more appreciate my college student's life..Times flies so fast. Already until the end of my YR 2 Sem1. Final exam is around the corner and start to do revision. But I do appreciate this job in between coz can know new frens and gossip in our free time.

Recently, I also meet many old fren (my diploma fren at outside)..All have their working life, excluded me still studying. But I start planning for my future life include my work, my life and.....r/ship...

Great pasar malam session at wednesday nite & sing k session with batch of fren

2010-08-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

only RM3 per box..u cant believe rite?

this is the price..i not lie

my favourite pink colour comestic beg which i wanna buy this long time ago...

yummy.."xi mi lu"ice session..damn love it

Long long time ago din go pasar malam since this semester start...Even though it is very hot, dirty, and sweating when walking at the road side and smell the "chou tau fu" odours. But I still having mood to buy my favourite things. Gals always like tat.They have a lot of things to buy until the poket burnt a huge hole...Am I a shopholic? Haizz..recently really really poor after come bac from genting, go here go there and a lot of bills nid to pay...Last month ady over my hp bill limits...Screaming....my mum MUST scold me that: "everytime buy so many things, ask me dont spend money". IF i get a bf, then good lol...can ask him pay for me...Arhhhh...B4 going to the final exam, nid some relax time... 2moro officially start our group study at library..AMT, MCSP & CFM ..all three important topics on this sememster.

After having lunch at BBQ plaza, the next round is sing k session. I did sing my favourite songs. When u shout out ur voice, u will feel good & release also...We having all the planning after our final exam. Wish i can make the arrangement nicely and dont crash my time too...The answer will be knowing after my exam...still in complicated situation....erm...wish everything go smoothly includes my final. Now what the things i nid to concentrate is my studies. After the final exam, I can do watever I want...

This week will be a freakin busy week for woking & do revison....all the tiredness, wish can go off from my body...Wish u can fetch me bac home during this weekend after working...waiting for ur answer...wish u dont disappointment me...(this is the chance i give ur)

Recently, my classmate suddenly told me tat I am slimer than b4. But my action was very shocked and keep asking her "really ar"...maybe a little bit (i answer). Actually i heard very happy that i look slimmer than b4. Some of my friends also said like tat...I DOUBT...I am not a pretty girls as well. But the most important things is: "confidence" from urself...

Erm. I shared some picture of my snaps stuff: a comestic beg (i want buy long long time ady, since it is very cheap price) & fake eyelashes (1 box only cost RM3 includes 10 pairs inside) as above ...

Wish u can pay a visit to the Cheras Hou lok pasar malam...Furthermore...wanna go again...

你不知道的事 by lee hom

2010-08-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

When i heard this songs...feel very touching now. Dont know why...I keep repeating listen this songs. Everytime have a brand new feeling and it is really touching my heart....I oso wanna go watch his movie and ask someone to acc me go watch...but this week really freakin busy for the whole week...working at matta fair, study, go out....I wont regret i was done b4 and really wanna give a chance to each other.How is the situation now?I oso dont know.I ady din give any hope on him, but last week he still calling me ..Lastly, i din pick up his phone...Between that a little bit things happen...I really wanna give up on tat time...why my heart is so painful?? I dont know he still care me o not...Testing him now(quite fun leh..haha)...testing him whether he is true with me o not?
Anyway he still wanna push me to his fren, what does it mean?these days younger always wanna play this kind of game....If really be true with a person, u wont let him/her go rite? wish everything happen naturally..wish u enjoy this songs also....

outing with my hou ji mui n some updates on aug

2010-08-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

Since long time din go out with my hou ji mui-jiaxin...Coz she is ACCA student due to her hectic timetable is horrible terrible peak..So everytime she complain me can go here go there..Tat day i came bac from college, so find her have a small chit chat with my things...She is my "love" consultant too.. Happy to have my few hou ji mui on my college life...After that, she said wanna go shopping o not since she free and me aslo free on that day. So this is very sudden plan go pay visit to sg.wang n pavillion and shop my flower dress...enjoy ever, my shopping time!!

love this UFO..so cute...it is remind u tat u can take ur Snowflake ice at the counter while it's shinning

first time eat this coz every time was full with ppl ...Snow flake..quite nice...nx time wanna go again...

my hou ji mui- shannon jiaxin with snowflake

me with snowflake...

both of us..enjoy shopping with u babe...window shopping/shopping/blah blah (small gossip between gals)

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Edited by meitu xiu xiu.look nice???

怀旧感..damn love this feel...

pinkish of me

original picture

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2nd picha tat i love

my fb profile pic...damn love also

original picha

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V.e.n.i.c.e

august baby celebration -william n fa kor

2010-08-04T17:57:00.001+08:00

It is a wonderful n suprise bday celebration for the two birthday boy...Let start from those photo...it may said a thousand words:

My favourite green tea ice cream...some more got new flavour called wasabi ice-cream
(u dare to try it)

cha wen zhen ( i not even finish this)

unagi & shripms sushi

Another month for celebrate our classmate birthday...This month bday boy are including both of them: William & Fa kor (first time appear at our classmate celebration..hehe) That day we celebrate at wei kang's father japanese restaurant near Puchong area. It is my 1st time go there.. The food is quite good and delicious... It is a buffet package..U can eat up to 60 dishes as u can finish them. One person is roundly RM35 ++ ( my hsemate said it is worth than shogun n jogoya bcoz u can eat the seafood like unagi, shripms, salmon , sahsimi and those expensive stuff)...my favourite is the green tea ice cream.. The special things happen in between is they prepared (so called Wasabi Bday sushi cake). They are being cheated to eat the sushi with a lot of wasabi...No choice. They are the main person in this party.hv to play by others..Look at their facial expression so funny...Grab u foods as u can eat up....Furthermore, i surprisingly meet my diploma fren - Joshua.Really long time not see him after graduate from diploma..Such a small world...

Start to review those picha (grab from janice- copy right issue again)

William & his bro ( wah, they look like twin brothers)

This is the special dishes for both of them...good luck^^

Small bday cake...so looking forward wat will happen at the nx moment

(they didn't thought b4, we will plan this for them)

In processing....hot, spicy, watever emotion jz put on their face

Long table dinner...

shi yun wan refill her cup with green tea

photograher is livia...am i look fierce when im smiling..improving myself get a big smile..(Still have things bother me at tat night)

me & yen

introduce delicious session!!!

livia, me janice,yen, fion, pei ling, catherine, shiyun

6 of us- all in black

love this "focus" effects taken by DSLR camera

say cheese....all gals n boys...but this time also less 3 peoples

Total 18 person + photograher tat nite (ray)=19 persons

my new love now...♥♥♥

2010-08-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

my newly buy contact lens..brown colour lens which is same range with last time i bought...

thanks catherine, this time is she help me buy..

the free gift for buying the lens...and my favourite hair conditioner

my red pillow jz bought bac from IKEA when acc shi yun go b..uy her furniture...almost everyone get one...blue, green, red pillow..I am damn love my red one!!!

another new songs...he called "tong tong"...cute cute little dog i ever seen...

tong tong again..

Recent Happening -police station

2010-07-27T01:36:00.000+08:00

whr is this place? yup..no doubt..is the police station near puduraya..it is my 1st tie go tht..curi-curi take photo when waiting at thr

After eating dinner with my fren and today is another tired day for me.... 2day my battery still full, unlike last few days always no battery...coz i keep on reply to someone n nid to update my "xing zhong"........long time dont hv this kind of situation..Bu i damn love it...Coz got somebody caring me ma...But 2day is all the things is terbalik. Coz I really angry wit him..what he done for me...He dont even bother me when i ask him :whr r u?....forget it..he said no battery so no reply me wo....

He dont know what I did for him..my hp always low battery bcoz of him...But it is time to change my hp..haha...I dont wan him worry abt me when I am at the danger situation. Last friday, My fren's car is being knocked by a women wjo is a careless driver. During the accident happens. it really give a me shock. Coz just me alone sit at the back. After me, peiling and catherine watch movie "humaine comedies", catherine fetch us go bac home. On the road, suddenly have a "hentaman" from behind.. I really get shocked because tat time im very tired and resting at the back.

After that , we go down from my fren's car and see what happen to her car. On the same time, v Cat go argue with the careless driver. I dont know when this happen make me very scared and the first time I think is him. Actually I dont wan tell him, but lastly i tell him the situation...He keep asking me have anytin?got hurt o not and so on.. Relly feel very touching on this particular time.Thr have someone so care abt u. BUT he look very worry abt me and the matter ady settle o not...

Aft that, v go report at the police station almost 2hrs gone..V wait at thr to meethe sarjan. It really make my life so colourful in my final year. hehe...with my fren too....That sounds good...Nx time have this experience and no nid to scared. V haven eat dinner...after going bac gk ady 11.00pm sumtin...that time very hungry..eat anytin aslo feel very delicious...

the Meaning of L.O.V.E

2010-07-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

"L" is for the way you LOOK at me

"O" is for the only ONE I see

"V" is very, very extraordinary

"E" is even more than anyone that...you can adore

Love is all that...I can give to u

Love is more than....just a game for two

Two in love....can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made....for me @ you

by Olivia Ong "Love"

congraz to all of ur..graduation ceremony especially for xiao mei mei & ah guan

2010-07-22T23:15:00.001+08:00

Some extra photo added by me : taken from guan's photo album

love the sunflower..give ur brighter day & smiling day

our ex-hsemate and also guan's good fren: liyin..long time not see her..always one years more

4 of us!!!

iI write at fb to whuey: v like 2 little parents for attend ah guan's convo...graduate, guan!!

Wake up at the early morning for preparing go to xmm and ah guan convo. Im still freakin tired after going shopping with jiaxin at the previous day. FReaking shopping too!!!wohoo..hurray!!!

This few way also not enuf sleep because all the events is twist under this peak time. But I still taking my time to attend thir convo since I promised them long time ago. I will share some photo taken on that day and some is from xmm's camera...

My face look very shui zhong tat day..haizz...T_T

our wen huey da jie..dress so nicely

wen huey n me

P/s: we always her two big sister in B17-6..from xmm's fb

guan @ xingjie...2 leng lui

A big day for them....

xmm, ah guan, wenhuey.....

me an xmm..and the sunflower for her (share by me n wenhuey)

cute cute gal!!!

wenhuey, shirleen , me

Lovfe this photo ever...nice pose!!!for me la

we love ur forever....congra..xmm can graduate and get very excellent result for her diploma

our family photo...but less gui fang

take photo with those junior..v old ady...no more young....

clinique coming soon to TARC

2010-07-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

go visit this website http://cliniquestartour.com.my to get more details information. I wanna go thr to pay them a visit on tomoro, but I hv presentation 2moro...So maybe cant go thr....But nevertheless, I will try to blank my time to go thr and get a lot of freegifts...Coz those things are the most attractive to me.

我的心情写照

2010-07-18T13:25:00.000+08:00

Am I look slimmer than before?....long time dun hv this feeling..."being pampered by someone"...really really enjoy the small small happiness...Am i poisoning wit him?Coz everything he do for me, he will think me 1st....haizzz.....whether this feeling is right o not?I really really dont know....everthing v can sharing with each other (i mean our opinion is very similar)....seems we dont know much longer...but like him know me "what am i thinking?"..it so called "soulmate"....I like hanging outside...no nid bother so much things
...just like a dream i make b4...but after enjoy the valuable time, I still nid to come bac my position and assign my responsibility...T_T do a lot of my assignment,presentation ,test....
freaking busy onwards...
REally enjoy this weekend...have a lot of things i will remember how u treat me.....wish u can give me some time to adjust it....
The photo as follows will be upload later...

xiao mei mei , ah guan's convo...outing with jia xin n etc

my feeling right now...

2010-07-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

Whether i shud accept u now..i dont know...i know what i wan...i dont know this is the right time u meet me...or i meet u... I will give chance to each other and try to get involved in this relationship...I jz know u very short time, i dont know anytin abt u...But since our conversation in phone or sms...like we are soulmate...jz like u know everything about me...I dont know u are mine or otherelse...I couldn't think now and our future... At least he fulfil my requirements....

first time hv this strong feeling from him...Can u give me de sumtime to consider it... I dont want tat anything make me regret...Can someone tell me how? very confusing now

fun fun fun on my life-my bestie's bf michael birthday

2010-07-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

Today is her bf birthday celebration. She invited all her buddies and her bf's buddies some and join this celebration. Everytime they prepare the celebration with very special method just like the cake she prepared to him...one football cake and the small cup cakes which order from damansara...This is so touching....Jia xin give a big surprise to her bf...* sweet & lovely couple*

which I ever see....envy envy...haha...jz kidding...every time i hang out wit u guys feel very happy and a lot of fun things....it could enter my final year chapter at my college life and it is full of sweet memories and etc.

Start blog down and scroll all the photo...even though is very less...but i appreciate it...

me and the birthday guy with a half football cake

my bestie, jia xin....love this photo so much..maukzz..sorry it is taken from her place..(i think no copy rights de

some of her and his classmate...picha##

dont know when she catch up...but i love the red background of this cola club

u notice that got 2 team of ppl taking photo...

All gals/babe taking photo wit mic

all guys n gals..cant count how many ppl inside here...based on my counting is 33 ppls

babes again..leng lui

curi photo from some whr else

All this is my "jie zup" nothing special...jz post a few picha from my hp...

love this!!!!

Story of Gossip Girl

Confusion

A big day for Skye & Yun大喜之日

喜极而泣

在别人身上看到自己的过去。

每個男人一開始都是專情的

pre-wedding of YUN

Exploring the city

Usual meet and eat at Fridays

Colourful world~~

life things

My thought

天真的我以为，这次我真的输给你。因为我低估你的能力

naive i thought,this time i really lost you becoz i underestimated your ability

......

my very 1st time shooting

顺其自然

♥My new chapter♥ Blog updated!!!sorry for ur waiting....

男生不会相信 但是每个女生都做过的11件小事

♥april happening♥

Finally over my suffering time

this time is my last C.H.A.N.C.E

误会终于解开了

复杂的心情

我欣赏女人这样的活着

my hectic working life

happy happy CNY

(♥) the moment I stay on 2010@ at the beginning of 2011 (♥)

life is kinda "boring"

Forgone 2010, welcome 2011

Xmas coming to the town

wishes on this year

Hectic & busy life

★跟自己说声对不起★

my beautiful weekend

学会坚强

Amber Chia and her lovely baby

不要让幸福悄悄溜走

life is miserable...

tough journey when bac home

Halloween at maison + Snowflake at pavillion

homesick+stress+emo

丟了自己，記得要撿回來

october onwards

2010年，我们今年二十一二岁

失去的东西再次回到你身边，你会比以前更懂得珍惜

♥sometime when we touch♥

101010..who & wat is ur perfect 10?

到现在我始终还没放下吗

怎么办我的梦想离我越来越远？

亲爱的,你只是卸了妆

addicting for my temporary curly hair

惜福

small gathering with yujun

有一种爱叫放手......

september ♥"enjoy"♥ life - holiday♥

爱一个人，就别当他最好的朋友...

change change change

好想找个肩旁来靠~~

Concentrate & focus

听说这样的女孩很值得爱。。。

My new target now...

聰明女孩需背下來~include me

恋爱通告 - addicted

不要等到失去才来后悔

Great pasar malam session at wednesday nite & sing k session with batch of fren

你不知道的事 by lee hom

outing with my hou ji mui n some updates on aug

august baby celebration -william n fa kor

my new love now...♥♥♥

Recent Happening -police station

the Meaning of L.O.V.E

congraz to all of ur..graduation ceremony especially for xiao mei mei & ah guan

clinique coming soon to TARC

我的心情写照

my feeling right now...

fun fun fun on my life-my bestie's bf michael birthday

男生不会相信但是每个女生都做过的11件小事