gathering with my ex-hsemate (part1)

love this pose!!

That day have a nice gathering with gui fang. I accompany her go sg.wang and times square til very late..It is very tired for me, but im very happy to get together wit her.... She bought a lot of clothes...after v finish shopping, then v decide go A&W to have a cup of root bear and the photo session start from here... so paiseh..v sit near the staircase...so many ppl look at us...Dont bother them...V love take photo and zi pai at "the toilet"

us

xiao niao yi ren, my dear

love this also...not my beg..hehe@.@

gui fang's leng pose...make her fb profile pic also

wat she doing...so act cool

mee mee!!!

drinking our favourite root bear...Rmb at my childhood...i always ask my dad bring me the to eat onion ring and root bear...

mee with root bear

hand-made love shape!!!

new sem...new start..new life(plus amber chia's wedding photo)

it is amber's wedding photo..taken from somewhr

a sweet and romance wedding!!

pearl princess

her gorgerous wedding gown..

This is the 1st week of second year advance diploma, it always the honey mood week..Some of frens plans to go here and there. This time come bac, I really have homesick since i come bac from hometown.Some days even cant sleep at night. Maybe I haven adjust back the time. I dont wan to ruin my white day's energy...

In the past few year, i saw many ppl come across my blog and also interested about the "profile of Amber Chia". I will update some more her news recently.. Coz 1st week nothing to do..temporarily dont hv assign, project and other things to do...

"new sem..new start..new life"
i think time can change many things include ppl who always surrounding us.Now they are no more here ady. some of them move back to hometown n also hostel.

Now i need to learnt how to accept these changes.hehe.. I will appreciate my last year life in college..fully utilise it and fully enjoy and play.

Im not alone....

I am very happy to have good bunch of friend in my college life...Nx month of 17th is our school opening for our last year study life at tarc. Wish all of us will pass all the subject and go graduate on nx year. However, between this period, have many tiredness, painful and toughful during this time....But watever v need to appreciate what we have on today's life. Even thought on the next few month v will very busy for our studies includes assignment n etc... long time din go out with them...go sing k, eat nice things..so enjoy...

Last week, i pick up a call from my fren (Siang Yun)...She give a good news, cause she wan married on nx year and ady register.. Around my fren, she is 1st wan to go married...very congrat her...But im so shock to hear dis news.Because she and her bf get 2gather only half of year...then they decide to get married...So happiness...

When is my turn...haha...i dont wan to be so lonely la....but anywhere i only can concentrate my studies 1st.....

try try try...

nothing to do here...so just see whether my blog can post to fb o not...

am i useless???

am i useless....

2day i pick up my mum's call...she was keep on scolding me and ngam me....I feel very sad and my heart very hurt....this time very seriously scolding until i cant bear and cry out. Lastly, she ask me "r u understand , what i talking just now" and i dont know how to answer her. Then i choose to cut the line and cry silently.

I couldn't do anytin...she dont understand me. I oso dont know how to respon to her... I know i useless coz last time i keep spending money til finish my saving.i dont know when i become like dis....my family's hv financial problems...so maybe cant support me study

Im speechless....now i think carefully about my future...whether wan continue study here o go singapore working...

我恨你。。。你把我们都害惨了。。。

为什么我们受到你百般的折磨？你不管我们的死活也就算了。你不做工养活我们一家也就算了。。。为什么你一直都在破坏人家原有的东西，幸福。。。我不知她是怎么了。。。还可以跟你这个人渣住再一起。。你快点远离这个家。。因为我们都并不需要你。。。你要的东西你都拿去。。。我们是上辈子欠了你什么。。。原来当一个人伤你很深的时候。你真的很难去面对和承担。就连一句对不起都很难说出口。。。你只让我对你的恨意越来越深。。。因为你没工作又在外面搞女人。。。已经伤他透了她的心。。。我知道她也承的很辛苦。。。惟有等我哥出来做工才帮忙减轻一点。。。我却什么都帮不上忙。。。我真的有念头就是不读了，出来做工。。。
有些人说当他们遇到这样的事情时，会很有勇气的去克服一切都是假的。。。因为当你遇到时就没有那股勇气。。。

in my deep heart....what is the truth that i can't identify anymore..

This is my 1st bogging at years of 2010...The time relly gone so fast...Sometimes i scroll back my memory is 10 years ago. What am I doing that time?i stil a primary student..haha..now im a officially 21st younger. change a lot of things from last 10 years and nx 10 years.

NOw is my study week. During this this long long week, im study til wan vomit...yesterday i make bad dream is abt my family members. REally really scared got one day the dream will fall in my real life. I scream:"I dont want anybody leave me alone include my family oso especially mum." Im sorry that always make my mum angry. Sorry ya...my mum, I wont do this again.

p/s:to all my fren, please appreciate the person who beside to u.

The time of staying kl to further my studies ady 3 yearas.The time pass so fast. Still have 1 more years to go..This is hard time to learn how to face difficulties for myself. Last time,1st time come kl study and meet that guy ady past 3years. We are not longer keep i touch anymore. Sometimes wil think bac the things abt him.haha...dont be so "chang qin"...it is the time to find another good guy. Currently, my home stil having prob before i move to kl. I cant remember the time, i think is last few weeks, my dad call me and told me tat my mum stil angry me..she dun wan pick up my call. So i ask dad: "why????"
this a long long story that my dad alr do sumtin false to mum and hurt her very much...

Actually, i dun wan know anytin abt his affairs. However, i know from other people's mouth. I also dun wan know the reality. I really dun wan know who is the women that destroy our home just like wat I dream yesterday. I really really really dun wan know. I ady cry many times for this matters. I dun have time to think too much. That is adult's matters no related to my life. tell me how?i really dont know what is the truth i cant identify anymore?until my dad told to me, he admit that doing wrongly to this home...When i heard this phrase, i keep asking him why u wan do like tat??why guys always have excuses for what they were doing wrong?

that all for 2days...all the best for my fren to sit for final exam...