Saturday, October 16, 2010

失去的东西再次回到你身边,你会比以前更懂得珍惜

失去的东西再次回到你身边,你会比以前更懂得珍惜

你要比以前更努力, 把失去的空洞弥补起来

只要有放心去努力做一样事情, 你得到的成果就你想要的

即使不是,至少你有努力过

别人没有看到你的努力,不用紧也没关系

你的努力一定会得到回报

不想让任何人误会,我还是我

过去的事就让它过去,我已经不想再提,因为不值得我去留恋

人是不能留在回忆里,即使那些回忆是多么美好

世界真小,当我想要忘掉那些回忆时

为什么又让我无意间看到他,我也不想这样

老天就是爱抓弄人,两个似成相识的人

转个身就变成两个陌生人

可能他不把这些当成一回事


别傻了,这些都不重要了

现在应该做的是往前看,去寻找我的下一站


♥sometime when we touch♥

my hou ji mui, sin nee@ me


me@my dear gui fang

Last 2 week of saturday, i was very busy to meet my fren.One is from kampar, one is from Kepong. I cant make it the time meet them at different date. I was woke up in the early morning to dill up myself and it is my 1st time wear maxi dress which last time borrow from my fren, jiaxin. I addicted with long dress now, coz when u wear it will become different. First of all, me ,peiling, weesiong go klcc to buy the oct baby present for catherine n fion. We do shopping at pavillion , klcc to bought their present. After that, i went to sg.wang to meet up this 2 frens.. My days is full of shopping and meet them up..She always my best fren ever during our diploma time. However, the other one fren, dee hsia cant join us at that weekend. But i wish nx time all of us can meet up againe...The chance v meet is very low..coz all of them was still studying at kampar.. I was very appreciate those days we live in hostel...appreciate our frienship so much... That day from 11am shop until 11pm...very geng...But now getting older...the long day shopping and some more go 4 -5 places in days wasn't a easy job to me anymore.



taken phto by sin nee..still take her new camera, keep saying i was wear very pretty that day and help me take this photo



both of us



me at bukit bintang walk


starbucks coffee at sg.wang


nvr take photo at sg.wang




curi photo taken by sin nee!!!!no realise when she capture this photo




I ♥ this photo so much....bff



normal look!!




i wanna get a camera soon..saving money to buy...my target for this year birthday is canon camera....i like the setting of this camera.canon ixus 100..
nite day look!! this photo with flash

we again!!!













Sunday, October 10, 2010

101010..who & wat is ur perfect 10?

2day is 101010...is a memorable date to everyone...but for me is nothing to stay at home...today is a special day for those wedding couple or to someone who are going to celebrate...

who is my perfect 10? sure is my family especially my mum...No matter what i doing wrong & she still taking care on me but sometimes kena scold and ngam by her.

wat is my perfect 10?
( can i have 10 wishes on today even though i not a birthday gal 2day)
1. I getting prettier ( the most important)
2. I can find a part time sooner in this period
3. I can have a good result in my final year
4. I can find a bf (haha...wakaka..goes as naturally)
5. I can get a good job after i graduate
6. I can correct my bad habit (over spending money) and earn more more money
7. I wish i can pursue my studies at UK nx yr even though it is very tough me..be confident to urself..u sure can do it)
8. I can getting closer with my frens
9. I can buy myself a camera or handbags as my birthday present..
10. I can be happy person...dont be emo again..okok..no matter anything happen to me

Thisi is seriously i wish to fulfil my dream...looking forward to my future...

Recently, dont know why im very emo...when ppl is very down, all the things toward to him /her will not be a good or happy things. However, we still nid to alive in this world..why dont we are happy to living a good life. This is wondering sometime. I know on the road to going success is very difficult and there will be a lot of humble to stop ur getting the success. In that time, when u feel lonely and unhelpful, the person really support u, tat person really is ur true fren. Fren nid to be a lot, but good fren nid a few is enuf ady for me.

I know I still have a lot of things nid to learn.. I am not as good as in ur mind..But sometimes I really indeed nid care from others also...I also a human. However, living at outside have a lot of freedom. But sometimes i oso nid caring from others especially my love: mum. I dont know still can support until nx year when i graduate. Do sometime i really hate to be alone. I also nid somebody care n support me.

Recently cant adopt my change in my last sem college life. Coz we having lecture until 8.30pm and the assignment group got a bit movement of team member. I dont know i can adopt this life better. still left 12 weeks to go..Not short Not long. Nevertheless, i still have to face the truth and complete my resposibility to be a good student. No matter what is happening. I cant let my result drop again.

要输就输给追求,要嫁就嫁给幸福
This phrase i pick from fb..this is really meaning to me. inside the post saying tat the past things ady become old memory tat we cant control, pls let's it go and let the old memory lock in and dont talk it easily ..However we still nid to face our life now and some more the things we can control in our future.

过去已成为遥远的回忆,我已无法把握,就让他成为封存的记忆,不轻易将他诉起,而今天还得靠自己去面对,明天还得靠我们自己去开拓。

Thursday, October 7, 2010

到现在我始终还没放下吗

有一些东西错过了,就一辈子错过了。人是会变的,守住一个不变的承诺,却守不住一颗善变的心。
有时候执着是一种负担,放弃是一种解脱,人没有完美,幸福没有一百分,知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多,也没有权要求那么多,否则苦了自己,也为难了对方。
一颗心属于一个人,爱情里什么 是公平?爱的深,伤的深,爱情里没有不公平。爱上不该爱的人,是永无天日的叹息,爱了不爱你的人,是眼泪决堤的开始。
承诺是一张白纸,再厚 的剧本也有了结局,我想我知道眼泪的味道,就算付出每一分,每一秒我都不曾想逃。在这个世界上没有恒久的幸福,只有瞬间的惬意和安适。
——前言

如果 你把我的感情,当成一场游戏,我玩不起,更输不起,花言巧语,谁知道我微笑背后的痛苦,爱由一个微笑开始,一个吻成长,最终由一滴眼泪结束,受了伤,结了 疤,最终还是留下痕迹,强迫自己忘了你,但爱过才知道,原来我并不能左右一切,也许无言才是最好的安慰,也许回忆是最好的结局,傻瓜也都一样,都逃不过悲 伤,因为有梦在心上,所以甘心流浪。
有些缘分注定要失去,有些缘分注定不会有好结果的,爱一个人不一定要拥有他,但拥有一个人,一定要去好 好爱他,不要轻言放弃,否则对不起自己。
不要因为没有阳光,而走不进春天
不要因为没有歌声,而放弃自己的追求
不要因为没有掌声,而丢掉自己的理想
其实每一条都通往阳光的大道,都充满坎坷。
每一条通向理想的途径,都充满了艰辛与汗水!

很多事情的发展注定它有个结束,好好享受美丽的过程,擦身而过的时候,我们应该学会遗忘,放声的笑一回,大胆哭一场,抬头望一望,一片灿烂 的阳光,相信时间可以改变一切!不要轻易让自己掉眼泪.
春有春的风情,冬有冬的雅致,人生各有各的美丽,各有各的潇洒,你笑,全世界跟着你笑。 你哭,全世界只有你一个人哭。当不能拥有时,唯一能做的就是令自己不要忘记!



1.做一个爱笑的孩子。
2.看穿但不说穿。很多事情,只要自己心里有数就好了,没必要说出来。
3.高兴,就笑,让大家都知道。悲伤,就假装什么 也没发生。
4.在不违背原则的情况下 对别人要宽容 能帮就帮 千万不要把人逼绝了 给人留条后路。
5.快乐最重要,谁人、何物、何事使 你快乐,你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐,你就离开他。没有条件,创造条件也要离开他。
6.不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱。
7. 学会用心的经营自己。
8.不要把时间浪费在上网和看偶像剧上。
9.一定要做个有教养的人。
10.要漂亮,更要有气质。
11. 一次只爱一个人,选一个单身的人,值得爱的人。
12.因为爱过,所以慈悲;因为懂得,所以宽容。
13.自己选择的路,跪着也要走完。
14. 善忘是一件好事。
15.没有十全十美的东西,没有十全十美的人,关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的,肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要,只 会什么都得不到。
16.懂得从内心欣赏别人,虽然这很多时候很难。
17.两个人同时犯了错,站出来承担的那一方叫宽容,另一方欠下的债, 早晚都要还。
18.学会妥协的同时,也要坚持自己最基本的原则
19.自己不喜欢的人,可以报之以沉默微笑;自己喜欢的人,那就随便怎么样 了,因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。
20.对自己好一点,心情不好的时候,什么都别考虑,去吃自己爱吃的吧。
21.维持自己觉得可 靠的社交圈子并且扩展之。
22.不要停止学习。不管学习什么,语言,厨艺,各种技能。
23.钱很重要,但不能依靠别人或父母,自己一定要 保持一定的赚钱的能力。
24.不要太高估自己在集体中的力量,因为当你选择离开时,就会发现即使没有你,太阳照常升起。
25.过去的事情 可以不忘记,但一定要放下。
26.即使输掉了一切,也不要输掉微笑。
27.不管做了什么选择,都不要后悔,因为后悔也于事无补。
28. 不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。
29.不要轻易许下承诺,做不到的承诺,比没许下更可恶。
30.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时 候,我们仅仅是喜欢,达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后,很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了。





如果我可以像记忆卡那样把我的记忆删除掉, 那有多好。早知道我们就不应该开始,那就不会有有结束。。我不想在被这虽然很短暂的回忆困进去。这不是我想要的。。。还有很多事情等着我去做。。不想活在过去。这条路是自己选的, 怎样都要跪着走完。我不会放弃

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

怎么办我的梦想离我越来越远?

today result release, i went to check it at college when having lecture. When i see my result, i really disappointed for it. Coz i fail one subject. That mean i need to resit my paper at april nx year....then it going to postpone my graduation date...since the graduation ceremony is on nx november. My uk dream is spoiled half way ady. How I going to do? I really very emo after seeing this. I cant jz let it go..must be to sumtin to resolve it. However my result is average, but the truth is i fail one subject. Since my fren around me, they doing quite well..but they also got fail(they like nothing when knowing their result and feel not very dissapointed as me....I think i am the worst one...how am i to turn this situation to a good position?

jz now pick up my call from mum, i cant "tahan" lastly i tell her "2day release result"..I nid to resit one paper..i know she sure scold me why u dont study hard in this sem and blame me go play n travel. I admit tat this is my wrong. And she also blame me why always go play until my result like tat... Maybe i am a person who very easy influence by other things. This is not true me.
What happen?iz i change liao? I know this is my problem...

I promise myself i cant make failure again in this semester. learn from mistake. I dont want anytin to be my humble for pursuing my dream, The feeling come bac again to me.. i dont wan this feeling. like me stand at the cross road...dont know how choose...why ppl always wan to choose...往往当人有选择的时候,就不会去珍惜, 当在没选择之下就会埋怨为什么没得选。

Thursday, September 30, 2010

亲爱的,你只是卸了妆

亲爱的,你只是卸了妆

亲爱的,你只是卸了妆, 我不会介意,在快要到我们约定好的 时间,你还在家,画着眼线涂着润唇膏,而我还在等你 我知道,你只是想让我看到最漂亮的 你
(这可以看得出那男生有没有耐心,在等你和你一起出街,即使你好了,他到你家。还是要给他等)
我不会介意,你说要去方便,其实是 照照镜子,拍拍照片,留念一番,然后顺便补补你的妆,而让我一个人在厕所外面等半个小时,看着进出的人对我的鄙夷

我知道,你只是想记住每一个和我在 一起的日子,所以迫不及待的留下证据

我不会介意,在陪你逛化妆品专柜的 时候,被你拿来当实验模特,即使十个手指都涂满了不同颜色的指甲油,然后还不罢休的往我脸上抹着粉底

我知道,你只是想让我决定哪个更 好,因为你喜欢用着我送你的指甲油,用过一次就早早的成了你的收藏品,你说你留着是为了证明我爱你

亲爱的,当你卸了妆,在我面前,你 掩面,说好丑的,不想让我留下槽糕的印象
其实,亲爱的,我想抱着你,捧着你 素面的脸蛋,轻声告诉你,我爱的是你,不是你的妆

亲爱的,
当你不再用厚厚的眼影伪装疲惫的双 眼

当你不再用厚厚的粉底遮掩你的憔悴

我知道,那是你用了很久的勇气,做 的事情

你只愿意在我面前展现最真实的你

你说,化妆是为了和我在一起的时 候,是最美丽的
你说,化妆是为了当我想你的时候, 想起你的,都是漂亮的妆容,而不是岁月的苍老
你说,化妆是为了在我朋友面前,让 我有面子,让我觉得有你是一件很骄傲的事情
你说,化妆是为了卸了妆,是为了, 告诉我,你的真实与不真实,是为了,如果哪一天分开,我能记得的都是真实的你



亲爱的,不管你明不明白,纵然所有 男人都窥视着你的美丽,为你的魅力所唏嘘
但是,他们却看不到那个真的你
也许,他们喜欢看到你的浓妆艳抹, 喜欢你那个好像永远不会哭的表情
而我知道,你有眼泪,你有苍老,你 有素面朝天的时候

终会有一天你不想再在脸上化着沉重 的妆的时候
你想依靠一辈子的,是你给他看卸了 妆的你的那个人
亲爱的,我爱你有美丽的妆容,但我 更爱卸了妆,没有面具的你
亲爱的,你只是卸了妆……

really touching seeing this...it is write by a guy for his gf. This is the real man inside ur heart...when the guy tell me this....he doesnt care abt wat u look...the important things is the guy love ur heart, not the make -up of u ....n also he wil love u forever when u become older n older...he will not give up u...this is the guy i wanna find too

addicting for my temporary curly hair




edit by meitu
love this hairband!!

my curl hair...


I realize that when i go out shopping or outing for some where else, i really cant live without my make up, colour lens, fake eyelashes and so on..this things really can beautify a people look...Just like u cant live without ur hair....

I admit tat im not a pretty gal...if i have flawless skin, i will be more prettier....Just wanna share some photo..some of them just have my lovely curly hair...dont have my face....coz this is roommate do for my hair on curl for temporarily...im without make -up...no dare to show the whole pic...

i wan do facial, hair do, buy hp...-all my dreams..when can come true? finding part time to earn and realise it