Friday, November 7, 2008

today i learn how to be careful when.....

被伤害过的人,都害怕付出
i agree wit this phares...it is very meaningful to me. i dun know why ppl always wear a mask n not truly, be honest to treat ppl...i know this world is very realistic..all is talk about "xian shi"...i really cant find a person tat can be nice with u...is it im not a pretty person..."wai bian" is really important meh?tis is a question mark always on my mind...

2day im being cheated by somebody...i dun know whether is cheating or other else...in my dictonary, i really cant believe the guys especially is good looking 1.why u guys "u think u very 'shuai' can cheat ppl..damn hate it...im super duper hate this feeling...

so i dun wan be the foolish... i wan become more confident n changing myself...i wanna cheating bac to ur...i wan prove it...

2day is being cheated small amount of money...but that is buy a lesson....nx time wil remember how to do...i really angry wit that person who serve me 1...after that only realize is being cheated...i think im a stupid stupid person la....really believe what they saying...

so i must be put effort for myself...let us see who is de winner.........haha

Saturday, October 18, 2008

change in myself

Day 1, 2
yesterday, i decide 2 to change my life...tat is nobody know this..i wanna plan 2 do this very long time ago..but i finding more information to do that....yesterday, i did a procedures called micronee....it is can improve my skin's condition...

after i do the treatment...i really scared n put me a shock...dont know how to do...i dun know my decicision is right o not....I really wanna cry on tat time...but the console me....coz only see my skin is bleeding....i really scared plus no eat anything....after tat me become ill...de whole body dun hv energy...i dun know iz a beauty is important to a girll....The Dr. said my condition is ok...after 3days....now is the 2nd day...i waiting for the result...u dun know how de feeling is going to be...all ppl look at me...my reddish face after doing the treatment...my face like kenal orang pukul...i reaaly think very long time to make dis decision...

my mum oso dun know me...to do this..she always said after u work...only do...i dun wanna wearing scar to facing ppl...i dun know why jz only me facing this problem since my teenagers time...

when i looked at my face after doing the treatment...i really shocked...jz only 2 face...when at the process, i will painful, painful n painful.but no choice wo...i hv 2 bear the pain..."no pain no gain"fr malaysianbabe forum...at tat timesi really scared...i told myself whether i doing a wrong things...my face looked very swallow n redness...even i hv financial problem, but now i pay de half payment only...

when i come bac my home, then oso scared my hsemmates looked at my face...but jz the few days only..the feeling cant imagine by other ppl...i really hope tat can see good result...since Dr, do a hard work for me...i jz wanna to write my feeling right now...i really feel very pain when i clean my f at toilet...even cry out.......

i dun know what effort i put oso useless...jz wanna a beauty only...y other can hv a nice look...even dun understand...while im doing de treatment...my brain is blank...n pray for god...thks gods...give me support...

i belive when u willing to put effort...u willl get the result...

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Prince-Lolipop

This is Prince from lolipop(taiwan)...so leng zhai...










Sunday, July 13, 2008

yu jun n yenpei convo

Yujun, yenpei's convo

Dis photo including me, yujun n yenpei...Dis photo taken after the graduation ceremony...nx year is my turn....u got see tat...the rose plower is made by myself...i send them de roses as a gift for their graduate...But dis photo.. i looked very tired,exhausted...not nice la...very regret cant take many photo...sis de one of including 3 of us...haizzz

Today(13July 2008), this day is their important day...diploma graduate day...which is also including "Three big day"...which are "Graduation day",Wedding Day, Give Birth of 1st child Day...(haha...i guess so)....I am her BBF(Best Friend Forever)-sister since our childhood day...



That day, Yu jun was very happy coz her dearest had come to attend her graduation ceremony...


In that morning, I wake up very early...coz need 2 prepare(make up, wear nicely)....i go the hostel to meet my fren...yujun n yenpei...they are waiting me at yujun room....


After tat, her mum come n find us at hostel, i saw her mum bring a bundle of "daisy" flowers... i felt that she must be very happy coz her mum can come...Her mum take bus from jb at that morning n reach at afternoon.So touching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ME n Yujun


Cute, cute bear n daisy



haihai..is me la


Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Amber Chia

Amber at Sg wang- fashion show

Travelling at Europe


Happy birthday
This is "Amber Chia"...the international or malaysia super model.She is very glamorous and beautiful women...my fren, Chia Lee Mei, is her sister.When i know my fren's sister is Amber Chia, i was very shocked and give her big respond... Bcoz de person is always around us(me, frenz)...But until know, i never see "amber" before...However, i wish can see her and take picture with her...Envy u la, leemei, u hv such good sister..."Amber" is her second elder sister... My fren, Lee mei have 5 sisters and 1 brother.


Amber always change her hairstyle, fashion, make up and many more...However, the model job is not easy to do and maintain it.


I like this photo...hv a sunshine smile

So sexy, babe !!! I mean her lips so sexy


She very like this photo...

If i having time..i will post and find more detail information about Amber

Saturday, July 5, 2008

MAscara- dejaVu Fiberwig

What is this?Fake lashes 0 mascara....cant determine
This is the new version of "dejaVu Fiberwig" mascara..It also called FAke lashes in liquid form,It is the #1 choice of make up professionals in Japan
my new finding at 2day shopping....The advantages of using this mascara is "instant length"...which is mean the 2 types of ultra fibers interconnect on each lash, ever-lengthening them with a curling effect...Furthermore, it will not give ur a "PAnda eyes", which is mean the new fast-drying film-coat separates lashes with unique high sheen coating that's non-flaky, smudge-proof!
It is easy 2 remove with water,without damage to lashes.The small mistake can be corrected effortlessly.
The catalogue of the mascara