Am I alright?

2day i definitely feel not happy ..this is bcoz of "am I going wrong"? Recently "what wrong with me"...2day i was just knowing that all my cw marks is bloody "bad". I feel that my result is going down...not as good as like last time...The others done so well for their cw.Why i cant? I really hate for those ppl who jz simply get their marks without working hard...Why this kind of ppl can survive? I oso dun know...am i not putting effort?am i lazy? this kind of Q is question in my brain. I dun wan this happen to me...it is no fair...

2day our totor, Ms Nandita told us a story about a girl who just take her SPM result which she was jx get 2 A's only. Then her mother told her that her father cant afford to pay money for sending her to study and asked her go out working... Remember last 3 years, my mum also tell the same phrase of word. But unfortunately the girl was commit suicide by herself...so pity.... when i heard the story, i feel that i am the lucky who still can studying now....After my mum told me that she cant afford pay me money to study and asked me go out working.
After i go out to work as a nurse, then i was earned my own money to continue my studies now.

I cant jz simply give up...i am still lucky than the pity girl who end her life so early... I dun care ppl how to look at me...I wanna get a good result as long as i ady put my effort...Good luck...

I really dun like this kind of feeling....when ppl around u are not concentrate on u....This kind of feeling...u cant imagine at all...I dun like........I jz wanna release my stress here...

nice gathering 080809

Today is a nice gathering with some of our diploma friends. Actually lee yeng had planned this "steamboat+gathering" at sunway before a week. Our best best fren who are Hui Ping came back from Singapore. I think we almost 1 year din meet each other. All people are busy for their working and studying....Really appreciated this "nice gathering"...people who are present in this gathering are including hui ping, chia meng, me, leng yeng, lee mei "

We are two separate car to come the 1st destination which the steamboat restaurant...

We just finished eat our steamboat at "Yuan Restaurant"...all the things eat til "habis"

Take picture session!!!!

After eating steamboat, we still continued 2nd round of our gathering..the location is "Wong Kok Cafe"...all of us catch time to take photo (as much as possible)muaks^_^!!!!!

Lee Mei, hui ping

very dend dui frenz "hui peng, and chia meng"

hui peng n me

lee mei n me

my ordered drinks..so special....got 3 layers

choco drinks!!!

All of them smile very happy...says cheese

i helped to take this photo..damn pro...

So sad...the photo so less...Some of the photo still at lee mei...Bcoz of technical prob...her camera cant transfer the photo to pc.....how to help her?....all ppl very "qi dai" the photo...include me...

I wishes can get it from her as soon as possible.

my bad experience since i born

Today is 30 of July 2009. I was prepared to go college as usual. I was prepare to present my English individual assignment while walking on the road. But suddenly i felt like someone was knocked behind me. I was so shocked about that and my mind was blank on that time. I was being robbed by somebody who is riding a motorcycle. He was trying to pull my bag from my back. Then my bags was dropped on the roadside. I felt very scared and do not know how to do. Luckily I am fine, no any injured..Thks for my gods... I said to him. The aunties and uncles who was just passed by the road, they asked me "is it fine? and "your purse still at your bags?" Actually I don't know what is happening and after they told me that, I only realized that what was happening just now.
My bags was spoiled and the hanger was break already.

This is a really bad experience to me. I don't ever encounter this before. Because today is my presentation. So I telling myself "Urself must be calm down and act like normal". But at the moment, I really very scared even I wanna to cry out. When I reach bus stop, I was getting to call Pei Ling...She told me that she was inside the bus that time. After I called her, I get a cab and went to college.

"I hate KL..this city is full of dangerous and uncertainty."Next time when u walk alone pls be careful...I wan my fren accompany go to college...

delicious food introduce session...yummy!!!

After my english presentation today, four of us went to "Pizza Hut" -my flavored pizza to eat our lunch.Bcoz we don't know how to decide what to eat for our lunch. After our discussion, finally we went to "pizza hut".why this pic jz three of us...one of our member is missing...catherine...sorry ya..don't scold me...coz your are the camera man...okay.I will get a "advance technology" of digital camera soon.

This is the new dessert of "Pizza Hut" which are recently serving at here...so delicious...yummy...I like the mango pudding and the strawberry flavour ice-cream.

This is the new look of the OLDTOWN menus. This company also regarding to my COM assignment.

"a cup of coffee" look like a real 1.

New promotion of OLDTOWN set lunch which is RM6.90 only.

Pepsi drinks is corporate with OLDTOWN

Ipoh Hor Fun

3 cups of Three colour tea at Station 1

Pei ling is between 2 cups of three colour tea.

one cup of three colour tea.

Banana boat at Station 1...

"Zha jiang mian"

delicious food introduce session...yummy!!!

my diploma convocation 2009 (Part 1) to be continued

this is the photo "taking the cert from Our Menteri "Ong Kah Choo"

Today is my convo...i wake up in the early morning..about 6am...i wan make up and and "ta ban"...haha...but I reached ady 8am..i am very rushed to wear my gown and also rushed to find my frens oso...meet dee hsia, sin nee them...dont know how to wear the heavy gown....today,very shameful la..coz my fake eyelashes drop liao..nx time i dun wan buy the cheaper things...Inside college hall, graduation ceremony...thks for my beloved frenz and family..i am very happy to see ur all coming for my convo...today really is a tired day...

Today i am saw many old frenz and my best friend...finally can graduate loh....

me, jia xin and dee hsia

gui fang,dee hsia

wen huey and me....

whr we looked at?sky?haha

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me, and pretty babe frenz...jia xin

we all take photo 2gather

my bro,me,mum,hui xian

my bro,me ,mum,But less my dad..??whr r u?? dad not free coming to my convo..he want to work...sad...T_T

1,2,3 cahhh..smile!!!say cheese

my bro, mum, me ,jiaxin...this is the photo taken by shannon's camera

wen huey,me, gui fang

my best frenz: yu jun...hou ji moi

after coming bac to home,take photo for my formal wear look

me and my flower

me again...

after out from the college hall, jz finish the graduation ceremony

to be continue...uploading later

do ur agree behind beauty, ur must sacrifies sumtin

On 10 Julai 2009, i go to continue my course of treatment...It is really pain and redness than last few time...That day i went to the clinic i always visited...I really dun like the nurse's attitude.They asked me make the payment 1st..B4 the procedures...They really looked down on ppl who is not able to pay the settlement...First few time,they really smiled on ur and treat u very nicely...

That day, i am not feeling well during the time i went thr, I was getting flu. After i come back, I was start feeling not well...i felt that i was falling on sick...Really feeling good plus after doing that

Yesterday, i really cant tahan...when my mum call me, i was crying in the phone...she said she dun have money to give me..1 week give me rm100 only...i think that is not enough which ppl are staying at kl...all is need money...I told my mum that "i dun wan continue study,if it is really hard to give me living expenses...

That kinds of feeling is really not good, when ppl looked down on ur dun have money...Unexpected, some of my housemate didn't back hometown dis week..So i very shy to face them...

Be brave, venice...u can do it...must be confidence oin urself when 1 person living at outside...that must be sacrifies

I wishes that my condition can be better and recover soon..