Wednesday, November 10, 2010

不要让幸福悄悄溜走

人的一生总会经历很多事情,这些事情有的让你喜,有的让你忧,有的让你仰天大笑,有的则让你垂头叹息.

开心的事,人们都乐于接受,而忧伤,苦恼之事袭来时,人们往往哀叹人生不幸,命运不公。其实,细细想来,在这生与死并存的世间,只要能好好地生活在这个还称得上美好的世间里,我们就是幸福的...

有这么一些人,他们喜欢独处一室,或是和其他人聚集在一起,两杯小酒下肚,就开始满腹牢骚,指着这个世界或是自己的生活埋怨起来.咒骂更是司空见惯.有的为上司的一次批评悲观,有的为朋友的一次误解烦恼,有的为丈夫的一次失败埋怨,有的不妻子的一次唠叨愤懑,有的为男友的一次迟到生气,有的为女友的一次犹豫感伤,有的为儿子的一次顽皮叹息,有的为父母的一次管教纳闷-------

死亡与不幸随时都会在我们身边发生,这确实是让人心痛的事。完好无损地活着的我们,怎么就不想想我们的幸运呢?谁都知道,在这世间,再也没有比生命更宝贵的东西了。既然我们依然拥有宝贵的生命。我们何不用歌声和欢笑妆点、打扮它呢?妆点生命其实就是妆点我们自己啊!我没有听说过谁是在埋怨自己生命的过程中获得解脱的。因为不断埋怨自己的生活和命运,而把自己的一生弄得一塌糊涂的人,我倒听说过很多。

作为万物之灵,有了生命,你就已经站在幸福的屋顶上了。所以,在这里,我想对喜欢埋怨和自寻烦恼的人说一句:活着就是幸福。不信,你就在埋怨之前或是烦恼得要命时,摸着自己的胸口默默地说三遍:活着就是幸福!相信你会从中获得心灵之光的照耀,重又回到你少年时就在内心深处描绘出的理想之路上。


是的,除了这么提醒自己,你还必须学会爱,学会勤奋,学会坚忍.这样,你就会在原本幸福的屋顶上,获得更多的幸福.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

life is miserable...

对自己说要坚强的渡过每一天的挑战
虽然不想给人看到我脆弱的一面
无论发生开心还是不开心的事
都要让自己开心起来
虽然有时会感到不安,彷徨,焦虑
对自己没信心
这就我人生的低潮吗?

不是。在哪里跌倒,就要在哪里爬起
以前那个不怕痛,勇敢的我去了哪里
为什么都不见了
一个人的孤单
不是我要的
也希望得到别人的照顾

在这冷冷下雨的夜晚
家里还是最温暖的
好不想回去面对现实
可是明天还是要回到那里

好想好好的发泄一下
我想这里就我可以好好发泄的地方。
发泄完了就要回到自己的位置。





Thursday, November 4, 2010

tough journey when bac home

yesterday i was thinking wanna bac on wed or thurs...actually my plan is bac on 2day...haizz.yesterday was awake at 5 sumtin..bcoz of those fire crakers...after tat i still decide come bac 2 day....got 6 week din bac jb ady...2day i was very blur and shameful.even though is a tough journey when going bac here..but it is worth...Home sweet home...The place ever comfortable is so called "home".

2 day just me alone going bac here..coz my fren suddenly said dun wan bac with me. So i have to go bac myself...Maybe long time din go bac..i miss the train and take the train. then i have to change , change n change again....Unluckily i was fell down when going down the staircase..my leg supper dupper painful now...bengkak like a pig leg...cant walk like normal people...if i got somebody fetch me here, then won't have dis prob...2day is a bad luck day to me...haizz...2moro have to go see dr..

But finally i was very happy to reach home safely...Home sweet home

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Halloween at maison + Snowflake at pavillion

Due to over stress prob and very emo recently, so i wanna find a way to relax myself..Actually wanna go with my fren on friday, but it is too late ady.So lastly din go...change plan to saturday....but saturday also cant go coz my fren sick ady..so both of us very dissapointed coz cant go enjoy the halloween party and v dont wan stay at home to celebrate this special day for us..
After that, we ask other fren see whether can join her o not...Finally, we can go clubbing
Why special day for us?
Coz recently can release my stress..not so many assignment to do...of i dont go...then dont hv time to enjoy...Just wanna go dancing and forget the troublesome....My 1st time clubbing is during last yr halloween...

Let see the picha.....
me@gui fang at maison


Rachel@evienne
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Snowflake at pavilion

When we heard cant go clubbing..feel very disappointed and no mood to go shopping ..I damn boring and totally wan vomit for sg.wang n times squares..。。So both of us feel very tired and decide to go eat ice at snowflake and rest a while...



















Monday, October 25, 2010

homesick+stress+emo

I miss home so much..i miss my family especially my mum and my best fren. Home is the warmest place ever.If u have any unhappy things encounter at outside, but when u back home u will feel definitely good. I dont wan stay at kl...boz i hate to be alone and nobody talk to me...

I know staying outstation is very enjoy sometimes. coz u got freedom to do things, hang out until nite also nobody care u. But sometimes i feel very lonely to stay at here..I wanna back home. I dun wan face the reality....all those assignment and stress pls get away from me...Wish the time can be faster..I dun wan suffer anymore....

Thks for my best fren to concern me..I know who treat me nice, who treat me bad....I know old fren is better 100% my fren now...Even though we stay at different place, one at jb ., the other at kl...Thanks for ur calling me to chit chat with me...I feel better than stay at home lonely...Why i cant adopt to this life?i feel scared of this feeling-lonely...

Emo again...I oso dont wan like tat...Pls let me go...arghhhhh...i wanna release it...

Saturday, October 23, 2010

丟了自己,記得要撿回來

有時候,莫名的心情不好, 不想和任何人說話,只想一個人靜靜的發呆。


有時候,突然覺得心情煩躁,看什麼都覺得不舒服, 心裏悶的發慌,拼命想尋找一個出口。


有時候,發現身邊的人都不瞭解自己, 面對著身邊的人,突然覺得說不出話。


有時候,感覺自己與世界格格不入, 曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。


有時候,突然很想逃離現在的生活, 想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。


有時候,別人突然對你說, 我覺得你變了,然後自己開始百感交集。


有時候,希望時間為自己停下,做完己還沒來得及做的事情。


有時候,想一個人躲起來脆弱,不願別人看到自己的傷口。


有時候,突然很想哭,卻難過的哭不出來。


有時候,夜深人靜,突然覺得不是睡不著,而是固執地不想睡。


有時候,走過熟悉的街角, 看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一個人的臉。


有時候,明明自己心裏有很多話要說,卻不知道怎樣表達。


有時候,覺得自己擁有著整個世界, 一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。 真的只是有時候,明明自己身邊很多朋友,卻依然覺得孤單。


有時候,很想放縱自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里的發一次瘋。


有時候,突然找不到自己,把自己丟的無影無蹤。


有時候,心裏突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒,覺得自己很累很累。


有時候,看不到自己未來的樣子,迷茫的不知所措。

有時候,發現自己一夜之間長大了。


有時候,聽到一首歌,就會突然想起一個人。


有時候,希望能找個人好好疼愛自己,渴望一種安全感。 可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候,你卻偏執地退隱。


有時候,別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話,心裏鬱悶的發慌。


有時候,被別人傷害,嘴上講沒事,其實心裏難過的要死。


有時候,常常在回憶裏掙扎,有很多過去無法釋懷。


有時候,很容易感動別人的關懷,有時候卻麻木的像個笨蛋。


有時候,看著時間一點點流逝,任憑歎息,自己卻無能為力。


有時候,真的會想這麼多。跟朋友裝沉默,跟陌生人講心裏話。 對於在乎你的,不想讓他們擔心,


有時候,沒有消息就是一種好消息。 其實,很想說“我很好”,或許是昧著心說謊, 也只是想把最燦爛的一面,


放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。


丟了自己,要記得撿回來。 

Friday, October 22, 2010

october onwards

time: 4/10/2010
venue: times square, look up point at ampang
have our bowling session at times square.aft that v curi curi go buy the cake for celebrate catherine n fion birthday.
look yummy yummy...nice recommend this cake sop at hotel berjaya times square. The bakery shop called Big Apple... after 6pm, u will get 50 % off


chicken steak..nice nice...big plate!!



look point..almost 3 yrs din come here ady...quite enjoy at this place...
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Venue: Broga hill at semenyih (sinnee's hometown)
nice experience wake up in the early morning and see the sunshine...
the day wanna turn into bright day


the view nice o!!!



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Time: Week 2 of my new semester 091010
Venue: Sg.wang , timessquare, pavillion
with darling gui fang (continue our shopping seesion -due to my prob...she come acc me)..thks a lot. She always know me very well when she know my mood is on bad mood, she came n acc me..



nite day look!!let's go clubbing..long time din go liao..actually tat day wanna go maison..but lastly oso din go...

After our shopping session, we having our nite time yum cha session at cola club..even though v cant go clubbing, but v still can go cola clubing...quite enjoy thr..listening music and watch soccer match...


Cola club at genting klang...have a nice saturday nite here...i love saturday ever..coz this is the day i can get to home as late i wanted.