Monday, November 15, 2010

学会坚强

今天早上是睡得最好的一天
前一个星期都可以说是失眠
真的很辛苦,如果你有试过。

我的好朋友都知道我最近发生一些事
谢谢有你们的陪伴和听我的倾诉,谢谢你们的安慰
希望我能快点好起来,事情能晴朗化
有时为了这些事让我很想逃避
可是有时听朋友说他们也有他们的困扰
虽然你们不能陪在我身边,但我不觉得孤单,
因为你们永远都站在我这边“十扑”我
对不起,可能有时我真的累了,所以没顾到你们的感受,
或无心的说错什么,请不要见怪。
我知道还是你们对最好

从一个朋友身上学到,凡是都要靠自己
可能她是独生女的关系,所以她很独立。
虽然有时真的很想有个人陪,依靠。
但自己也要学会独立。


Friday, November 12, 2010

Amber Chia and her lovely baby


I jz do update for the amber chia's life which i saw it from her fb profile...2day im very free and dun have class on 2day..so just do some things to fulfil my empty time....haha...waiting my fren, yujun come kl and participate her convo on 2moro... I got talk this b4..Amber is my good fren sister, lee mei..Recently she was very busy with her things..we dont have time to meet each other.


this is the recent photo shooting with her son, Ashton..
After give birth of his son, wonder she still can look so slim and young...envy she can keep her body so well...

i like this photo so much...

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

不要让幸福悄悄溜走

人的一生总会经历很多事情,这些事情有的让你喜,有的让你忧,有的让你仰天大笑,有的则让你垂头叹息.

开心的事,人们都乐于接受,而忧伤,苦恼之事袭来时,人们往往哀叹人生不幸,命运不公。其实,细细想来,在这生与死并存的世间,只要能好好地生活在这个还称得上美好的世间里,我们就是幸福的...

有这么一些人,他们喜欢独处一室,或是和其他人聚集在一起,两杯小酒下肚,就开始满腹牢骚,指着这个世界或是自己的生活埋怨起来.咒骂更是司空见惯.有的为上司的一次批评悲观,有的为朋友的一次误解烦恼,有的为丈夫的一次失败埋怨,有的不妻子的一次唠叨愤懑,有的为男友的一次迟到生气,有的为女友的一次犹豫感伤,有的为儿子的一次顽皮叹息,有的为父母的一次管教纳闷-------

死亡与不幸随时都会在我们身边发生,这确实是让人心痛的事。完好无损地活着的我们,怎么就不想想我们的幸运呢?谁都知道,在这世间,再也没有比生命更宝贵的东西了。既然我们依然拥有宝贵的生命。我们何不用歌声和欢笑妆点、打扮它呢?妆点生命其实就是妆点我们自己啊!我没有听说过谁是在埋怨自己生命的过程中获得解脱的。因为不断埋怨自己的生活和命运,而把自己的一生弄得一塌糊涂的人,我倒听说过很多。

作为万物之灵,有了生命,你就已经站在幸福的屋顶上了。所以,在这里,我想对喜欢埋怨和自寻烦恼的人说一句:活着就是幸福。不信,你就在埋怨之前或是烦恼得要命时,摸着自己的胸口默默地说三遍:活着就是幸福!相信你会从中获得心灵之光的照耀,重又回到你少年时就在内心深处描绘出的理想之路上。


是的,除了这么提醒自己,你还必须学会爱,学会勤奋,学会坚忍.这样,你就会在原本幸福的屋顶上,获得更多的幸福.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

life is miserable...

对自己说要坚强的渡过每一天的挑战
虽然不想给人看到我脆弱的一面
无论发生开心还是不开心的事
都要让自己开心起来
虽然有时会感到不安,彷徨,焦虑
对自己没信心
这就我人生的低潮吗?

不是。在哪里跌倒,就要在哪里爬起
以前那个不怕痛,勇敢的我去了哪里
为什么都不见了
一个人的孤单
不是我要的
也希望得到别人的照顾

在这冷冷下雨的夜晚
家里还是最温暖的
好不想回去面对现实
可是明天还是要回到那里

好想好好的发泄一下
我想这里就我可以好好发泄的地方。
发泄完了就要回到自己的位置。





Thursday, November 4, 2010

tough journey when bac home

yesterday i was thinking wanna bac on wed or thurs...actually my plan is bac on 2day...haizz.yesterday was awake at 5 sumtin..bcoz of those fire crakers...after tat i still decide come bac 2 day....got 6 week din bac jb ady...2day i was very blur and shameful.even though is a tough journey when going bac here..but it is worth...Home sweet home...The place ever comfortable is so called "home".

2 day just me alone going bac here..coz my fren suddenly said dun wan bac with me. So i have to go bac myself...Maybe long time din go bac..i miss the train and take the train. then i have to change , change n change again....Unluckily i was fell down when going down the staircase..my leg supper dupper painful now...bengkak like a pig leg...cant walk like normal people...if i got somebody fetch me here, then won't have dis prob...2day is a bad luck day to me...haizz...2moro have to go see dr..

But finally i was very happy to reach home safely...Home sweet home

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Halloween at maison + Snowflake at pavillion

Due to over stress prob and very emo recently, so i wanna find a way to relax myself..Actually wanna go with my fren on friday, but it is too late ady.So lastly din go...change plan to saturday....but saturday also cant go coz my fren sick ady..so both of us very dissapointed coz cant go enjoy the halloween party and v dont wan stay at home to celebrate this special day for us..
After that, we ask other fren see whether can join her o not...Finally, we can go clubbing
Why special day for us?
Coz recently can release my stress..not so many assignment to do...of i dont go...then dont hv time to enjoy...Just wanna go dancing and forget the troublesome....My 1st time clubbing is during last yr halloween...

Let see the picha.....
me@gui fang at maison


Rachel@evienne
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Snowflake at pavilion

When we heard cant go clubbing..feel very disappointed and no mood to go shopping ..I damn boring and totally wan vomit for sg.wang n times squares..。。So both of us feel very tired and decide to go eat ice at snowflake and rest a while...



















Monday, October 25, 2010

homesick+stress+emo

I miss home so much..i miss my family especially my mum and my best fren. Home is the warmest place ever.If u have any unhappy things encounter at outside, but when u back home u will feel definitely good. I dont wan stay at kl...boz i hate to be alone and nobody talk to me...

I know staying outstation is very enjoy sometimes. coz u got freedom to do things, hang out until nite also nobody care u. But sometimes i feel very lonely to stay at here..I wanna back home. I dun wan face the reality....all those assignment and stress pls get away from me...Wish the time can be faster..I dun wan suffer anymore....

Thks for my best fren to concern me..I know who treat me nice, who treat me bad....I know old fren is better 100% my fren now...Even though we stay at different place, one at jb ., the other at kl...Thanks for ur calling me to chit chat with me...I feel better than stay at home lonely...Why i cant adopt to this life?i feel scared of this feeling-lonely...

Emo again...I oso dont wan like tat...Pls let me go...arghhhhh...i wanna release it...