Day 1, 2
yesterday, i decide 2 to change my life...tat is nobody know this..i wanna plan 2 do this very long time ago..but i finding more information to do that....yesterday, i did a procedures called micronee....it is can improve my skin's condition...
after i do the treatment...i really scared n put me a shock...dont know how to do...i dun know my decicision is right o not....I really wanna cry on tat time...but the console me....coz only see my skin is bleeding....i really scared plus no eat anything....after tat me become ill...de whole body dun hv energy...i dun know iz a beauty is important to a girll....The Dr. said my condition is ok...after 3days....now is the 2nd day...i waiting for the result...u dun know how de feeling is going to be...all ppl look at me...my reddish face after doing the treatment...my face like kenal orang pukul...i reaaly think very long time to make dis decision...
my mum oso dun know me...to do this..she always said after u work...only do...i dun wanna wearing scar to facing ppl...i dun know why jz only me facing this problem since my teenagers time...
when i looked at my face after doing the treatment...i really shocked...jz only 2 face...when at the process, i will painful, painful n painful.but no choice wo...i hv 2 bear the pain..."no pain no gain"fr malaysianbabe forum...at tat timesi really scared...i told myself whether i doing a wrong things...my face looked very swallow n redness...even i hv financial problem, but now i pay de half payment only...
when i come bac my home, then oso scared my hsemmates looked at my face...but jz the few days only..the feeling cant imagine by other ppl...i really hope tat can see good result...since Dr, do a hard work for me...i jz wanna to write my feeling right now...i really feel very pain when i clean my f at toilet...even cry out.......
i dun know what effort i put oso useless...jz wanna a beauty only...y other can hv a nice look...even dun understand...while im doing de treatment...my brain is blank...n pray for god...thks gods...give me support...
i belive when u willing to put effort...u willl get the result...
