★跟自己说声对不起★

跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好的吃饭
跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好的利用时间
跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好地给自己挑一份礼物

跟自己说声对不起，因为总是莫名的忧伤
跟自己说声对不起，因为曾经为了别人难为了自己
跟自己说声对不起，因为因为伪装让自己很累
跟自己说声对不起，因为很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜
跟自己说声对不起，因为我让自己不开心

跟自己说声对不起，因为忘了提醒自己要好好照顾自己
跟自己说声对不起，因为倔强让自己受伤了
跟自己说声对不起，因为忘记了要搁浅
跟自己说声对不起，因为含泪的微笑我没有倾诉
跟自己说声对不起，因为悲伤麻烦了一些爱我的人（especially my mum-i know that she very caring me and those my best fren- imeantion the name here)
跟自己说声对不起，因为总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己

最后，说完对不起之后，生活还在继续。
其实，原来我只是想让自己开心一点…不要难过。
于是，我微笑着原谅……

this article really inspire me...dont let any people influence me, include many many things...

it will let me to be hurt again..thks for those fren still so caring my feeling and lend ur ears to me...I really appreciate it...谢谢你还把我当成你的朋友。谢谢你的关心。至少还有人会关心我。真的很开心。对不起原来我难为了你们。tell myself dont blame me anymore....and said sorry to

myself..

the only things i can do now is pray for god...let the things go naturally, coz im not god.i cant change the fact.

still have 1 week to decide whether i wanna go uk o not..all the things is preparing...wish god can give me some guideline

my beautiful weekend

Sunday:14/11/2010

Place:Pavillion

The promotion of stage brand product until 19th of this month...As my promise to gui fang on last month, we went thr and bought the loose powder for each of us. im her shopping partner now and also my gossip partner.......I said this is my christmas gift for buying myself a gift...Too early to said this.. Indeed 1 month more, the christmas is coming around.. That day went to pavillion, i saw many decoration for the christmas..But i din picha those pic...This year decoration more golden and blink blink...but it is similar like last year..Wonder the a year past so fast like a rocket.. cant deny it...another year 2011 coming soon also..

my snap things on that day...includes mask, stage loose powder,facial wash(foc)

the body shop din provide any plastic beg..( until now i only know tat)haha

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Date: 13/11/2010 ( this day got many couple get married..that is a good day)

Event: yu jun advance diploma convo

On last friday, she took bus to kl for coming and preparing her convo on the saturday afternoon. She stayed at my place for 2days 1 nite. SO happy that she can come here and accompany her go eat dinner when she reached gk. My best-est fren ever

That day i went after she came out from the hall and i bought a not very big bulk of sunflower to her. After that, we went pizza hut for our dinner and chit chat there. i said wanna treat her bcoz she helping to pass my important things to me-passport.But lastly she still wanna treat me bcoz i was helped her to get her convo gown...Really paiseh for it...she said nx time when bac jb only treat her.... I have such a good fren since our child hood time..But tat time v not close until v study at the same secondary school and be classmate for one years....Really a big thanks to my dear fren...after v came bac home, v still continue for our gals gossip session. next time v dont much timr to meet each other..coz all busy working.

Big thanks to those my dearest fren..i know ur r the most understand me...give me courage..courtesy!!!

This is the flower i send to her..her fren helping us take this photo at the clubhouse..waiting her fren come and return the gown to the college

tarc library

congra...congra..u graduate from degree and adv dip

victory!!!

颁花仪式

学会坚强

今天早上是睡得最好的一天

前一个星期都可以说是失眠

真的很辛苦，如果你有试过。

我的好朋友都知道我最近发生一些事

谢谢有你们的陪伴和听我的倾诉，谢谢你们的安慰

希望我能快点好起来，事情能晴朗化

有时为了这些事让我很想逃避

可是有时听朋友说他们也有他们的困扰

虽然你们不能陪在我身边，但我不觉得孤单，

因为你们永远都站在我这边“十扑”我

对不起，可能有时我真的累了，所以没顾到你们的感受，

或无心的说错什么，请不要见怪。

我知道还是你们对最好

从一个朋友身上学到，凡是都要靠自己

可能她是独生女的关系，所以她很独立。

虽然有时真的很想有个人陪，依靠。

但自己也要学会独立。

Amber Chia and her lovely baby

I jz do update for the amber chia's life which i saw it from her fb profile...2day im very free and dun have class on 2day..so just do some things to fulfil my empty time....haha...waiting my fren, yujun come kl and participate her convo on 2moro... I got talk this b4..Amber is my good fren sister, lee mei..Recently she was very busy with her things..we dont have time to meet each other.

this is the recent photo shooting with her son, Ashton..

After give birth of his son, wonder she still can look so slim and young...envy she can keep her body so well...

i like this photo so much...

不要让幸福悄悄溜走

人的一生总会经历很多事情,这些事情有的让你喜,有的让你忧,有的让你仰天大笑,有的则让你垂头叹息.

开心的事，人们都乐于接受，而忧伤，苦恼之事袭来时，人们往往哀叹人生不幸，命运不公。其实，细细想来，在这生与死并存的世间，只要能好好地生活在这个还称得上美好的世间里，我们就是幸福的...

有这么一些人,他们喜欢独处一室,或是和其他人聚集在一起,两杯小酒下肚,就开始满腹牢骚,指着这个世界或是自己的生活埋怨起来.咒骂更是司空见惯.有的为上司的一次批评悲观,有的为朋友的一次误解烦恼,有的为丈夫的一次失败埋怨,有的不妻子的一次唠叨愤懑,有的为男友的一次迟到生气,有的为女友的一次犹豫感伤,有的为儿子的一次顽皮叹息,有的为父母的一次管教纳闷-------

死亡与不幸随时都会在我们身边发生，这确实是让人心痛的事。完好无损地活着的我们，怎么就不想想我们的幸运呢？谁都知道，在这世间，再也没有比生命更宝贵的东西了。既然我们依然拥有宝贵的生命。我们何不用歌声和欢笑妆点、打扮它呢？妆点生命其实就是妆点我们自己啊！我没有听说过谁是在埋怨自己生命的过程中获得解脱的。因为不断埋怨自己的生活和命运，而把自己的一生弄得一塌糊涂的人，我倒听说过很多。

作为万物之灵，有了生命，你就已经站在幸福的屋顶上了。所以，在这里，我想对喜欢埋怨和自寻烦恼的人说一句：活着就是幸福。不信，你就在埋怨之前或是烦恼得要命时，摸着自己的胸口默默地说三遍：活着就是幸福！相信你会从中获得心灵之光的照耀，重又回到你少年时就在内心深处描绘出的理想之路上。


是的,除了这么提醒自己,你还必须学会爱,学会勤奋,学会坚忍.这样,你就会在原本幸福的屋顶上,获得更多的幸福.

life is miserable...

对自己说要坚强的渡过每一天的挑战

虽然不想给人看到我脆弱的一面

无论发生开心还是不开心的事

都要让自己开心起来

虽然有时会感到不安，彷徨，焦虑

对自己没信心

这就我人生的低潮吗？

不是。在哪里跌倒，就要在哪里爬起

以前那个不怕痛，勇敢的我去了哪里

为什么都不见了

一个人的孤单

不是我要的

也希望得到别人的照顾

在这冷冷下雨的夜晚

家里还是最温暖的

好不想回去面对现实

可是明天还是要回到那里

好想好好的发泄一下

我想这里就我可以好好发泄的地方。

发泄完了就要回到自己的位置。

tough journey when bac home

yesterday i was thinking wanna bac on wed or thurs...actually my plan is bac on 2day...haizz.yesterday was awake at 5 sumtin..bcoz of those fire crakers...after tat i still decide come bac 2 day....got 6 week din bac jb ady...2day i was very blur and shameful.even though is a tough journey when going bac here..but it is worth...Home sweet home...The place ever comfortable is so called "home".

2 day just me alone going bac here..coz my fren suddenly said dun wan bac with me. So i have to go bac myself...Maybe long time din go bac..i miss the train and take the train. then i have to change , change n change again....Unluckily i was fell down when going down the staircase..my leg supper dupper painful now...bengkak like a pig leg...cant walk like normal people...if i got somebody fetch me here, then won't have dis prob...2day is a bad luck day to me...haizz...2moro have to go see dr..

But finally i was very happy to reach home safely...Home sweet home