Sunday, October 10, 2010

101010..who & wat is ur perfect 10?

2day is 101010...is a memorable date to everyone...but for me is nothing to stay at home...today is a special day for those wedding couple or to someone who are going to celebrate...

who is my perfect 10? sure is my family especially my mum...No matter what i doing wrong & she still taking care on me but sometimes kena scold and ngam by her.

wat is my perfect 10?
( can i have 10 wishes on today even though i not a birthday gal 2day)
1. I getting prettier ( the most important)
2. I can find a part time sooner in this period
3. I can have a good result in my final year
4. I can find a bf (haha...wakaka..goes as naturally)
5. I can get a good job after i graduate
6. I can correct my bad habit (over spending money) and earn more more money
7. I wish i can pursue my studies at UK nx yr even though it is very tough me..be confident to urself..u sure can do it)
8. I can getting closer with my frens
9. I can buy myself a camera or handbags as my birthday present..
10. I can be happy person...dont be emo again..okok..no matter anything happen to me

Thisi is seriously i wish to fulfil my dream...looking forward to my future...

Recently, dont know why im very emo...when ppl is very down, all the things toward to him /her will not be a good or happy things. However, we still nid to alive in this world..why dont we are happy to living a good life. This is wondering sometime. I know on the road to going success is very difficult and there will be a lot of humble to stop ur getting the success. In that time, when u feel lonely and unhelpful, the person really support u, tat person really is ur true fren. Fren nid to be a lot, but good fren nid a few is enuf ady for me.

I know I still have a lot of things nid to learn.. I am not as good as in ur mind..But sometimes I really indeed nid care from others also...I also a human. However, living at outside have a lot of freedom. But sometimes i oso nid caring from others especially my love: mum. I dont know still can support until nx year when i graduate. Do sometime i really hate to be alone. I also nid somebody care n support me.

Recently cant adopt my change in my last sem college life. Coz we having lecture until 8.30pm and the assignment group got a bit movement of team member. I dont know i can adopt this life better. still left 12 weeks to go..Not short Not long. Nevertheless, i still have to face the truth and complete my resposibility to be a good student. No matter what is happening. I cant let my result drop again.

要输就输给追求,要嫁就嫁给幸福
This phrase i pick from fb..this is really meaning to me. inside the post saying tat the past things ady become old memory tat we cant control, pls let's it go and let the old memory lock in and dont talk it easily ..However we still nid to face our life now and some more the things we can control in our future.

过去已成为遥远的回忆,我已无法把握,就让他成为封存的记忆,不轻易将他诉起,而今天还得靠自己去面对,明天还得靠我们自己去开拓。