today result release, i went to check it at college when having lecture. When i see my result, i really disappointed for it. Coz i fail one subject. That mean i need to resit my paper at april nx year....then it going to postpone my graduation date...since the graduation ceremony is on nx november. My uk dream is spoiled half way ady. How I going to do? I really very emo after seeing this. I cant jz let it go..must be to sumtin to resolve it. However my result is average, but the truth is i fail one subject. Since my fren around me, they doing quite well..but they also got fail(they like nothing when knowing their result and feel not very dissapointed as me....I think i am the worst one...how am i to turn this situation to a good position?
jz now pick up my call from mum, i cant "tahan" lastly i tell her "2day release result"..I nid to resit one paper..i know she sure scold me why u dont study hard in this sem and blame me go play n travel. I admit tat this is my wrong. And she also blame me why always go play until my result like tat... Maybe i am a person who very easy influence by other things. This is not true me.
What happen?iz i change liao? I know this is my problem...
I promise myself i cant make failure again in this semester. learn from mistake. I dont want anytin to be my humble for pursuing my dream, The feeling come bac again to me.. i dont wan this feeling. like me stand at the cross road...dont know how choose...why ppl always wan to choose...往往当人有选择的时候，就不会去珍惜， 当在没选择之下就会埋怨为什么没得选。
