Wednesday, January 13, 2010

in my deep heart....what is the truth that i can't identify anymore..

This is my 1st bogging at years of 2010...The time relly gone so fast...Sometimes i scroll back my memory is 10 years ago. What am I doing that time?i stil a primary student..haha..now im a officially 21st younger. change a lot of things from last 10 years and nx 10 years.

NOw is my study week. During this this long long week, im study til wan vomit...yesterday i make bad dream is abt my family members. REally really scared got one day the dream will fall in my real life. I scream:"I dont want anybody leave me alone include my family oso especially mum." Im sorry that always make my mum angry. Sorry ya...my mum, I wont do this again.

p/s:to all my fren, please appreciate the person who beside to u.

The time of staying kl to further my studies ady 3 yearas.The time pass so fast. Still have 1 more years to go..This is hard time to learn how to face difficulties for myself. Last time,1st time come kl study and meet that guy ady past 3years. We are not longer keep i touch anymore. Sometimes wil think bac the things abt him.haha...dont be so "chang qin"...it is the time to find another good guy. Currently, my home stil having prob before i move to kl. I cant remember the time, i think is last few weeks, my dad call me and told me tat my mum stil angry me..she dun wan pick up my call. So i ask dad: "why????"
this a long long story that my dad alr do sumtin false to mum and hurt her very much...

Actually, i dun wan know anytin abt his affairs. However, i know from other people's mouth. I also dun wan know the reality. I really dun wan know who is the women that destroy our home just like wat I dream yesterday. I really really really dun wan know. I ady cry many times for this matters. I dun have time to think too much. That is adult's matters no related to my life. tell me how?i really dont know what is the truth i cant identify anymore?until my dad told to me, he admit that doing wrongly to this home...When i heard this phrase, i keep asking him why u wan do like tat??why guys always have excuses for what they were doing wrong?

that all for 2days...all the best for my fren to sit for final exam...