2day i definitely feel not happy ..this is bcoz of "am I going wrong"? Recently "what wrong with me"...2day i was just knowing that all my cw marks is bloody "bad". I feel that my result is going down...not as good as like last time...The others done so well for their cw.Why i cant? I really hate for those ppl who jz simply get their marks without working hard...Why this kind of ppl can survive? I oso dun know...am i not putting effort?am i lazy? this kind of Q is question in my brain. I dun wan this happen to me...it is no fair...
2day our totor, Ms Nandita told us a story about a girl who just take her SPM result which she was jx get 2 A's only. Then her mother told her that her father cant afford to pay money for sending her to study and asked her go out working... Remember last 3 years, my mum also tell the same phrase of word. But unfortunately the girl was commit suicide by herself...so pity.... when i heard the story, i feel that i am the lucky who still can studying now....After my mum told me that she cant afford pay me money to study and asked me go out working.
After i go out to work as a nurse, then i was earned my own money to continue my studies now.
I cant jz simply give up...i am still lucky than the pity girl who end her life so early... I dun care ppl how to look at me...I wanna get a good result as long as i ady put my effort...Good luck...
I really dun like this kind of feeling....when ppl around u are not concentrate on u....This kind of feeling...u cant imagine at all...I dun like........I jz wanna release my stress here...
