i wanna grab this last chance to let my dream come true..I cant get off the chance again..coz time really cruel...they dont let ppl to go bac on that time and also give u a chance to change the situation...no more "chance" for u...For me, sometimes will realize tat I will appreciate ONLY after the things not beside me or around me... I will start to worry abt that....I kinda scared to losing sumtin tat can make u feel happy or even can comfort u when u r sad....Seriously, I always ask myself "dont think so much abt it".....I wan change my personality...i know dis is very difficult to do tat..... maybe im still not so independent...还像一个需要“被哄”，偶尔“会撒娇”的小孩
May god bless in my coming exam and thks for my frens who always encourage me..I know I am not the Best.....but i at least im not so worst and even can do better than other people...I know this is good year to me...I WONT let go anythings that destroy my plan..I DONT WAN....I just waiting for the right moment to show my "result" after get stuck into a very "worst situation"....indeed i will try harder n harder....I still dont know and dont have any clearer picture for my future....But i wish im the one who being bless by everyone around me
