Halloween at maison + Snowflake at pavillion

Due to over stress prob and very emo recently, so i wanna find a way to relax myself..Actually wanna go with my fren on friday, but it is too late ady.So lastly din go...change plan to saturday....but saturday also cant go coz my fren sick ady..so both of us very dissapointed coz cant go enjoy the halloween party and v dont wan stay at home to celebrate this special day for us..

After that, we ask other fren see whether can join her o not...Finally, we can go clubbing

Why special day for us?

Coz recently can release my stress..not so many assignment to do...of i dont go...then dont hv time to enjoy...Just wanna go dancing and forget the troublesome....My 1st time clubbing is during last yr halloween...

Let see the picha.....

me@gui fang at maison

Rachel@evienne

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Snowflake at pavilion

When we heard cant go clubbing..feel very disappointed and no mood to go shopping ..I damn boring and totally wan vomit for sg.wang n times squares..。。So both of us feel very tired and decide to go eat ice at snowflake and rest a while...

homesick+stress+emo

I miss home so much..i miss my family especially my mum and my best fren. Home is the warmest place ever.If u have any unhappy things encounter at outside, but when u back home u will feel definitely good. I dont wan stay at kl...boz i hate to be alone and nobody talk to me...

I know staying outstation is very enjoy sometimes. coz u got freedom to do things, hang out until nite also nobody care u. But sometimes i feel very lonely to stay at here..I wanna back home. I dun wan face the reality....all those assignment and stress pls get away from me...Wish the time can be faster..I dun wan suffer anymore....

Thks for my best fren to concern me..I know who treat me nice, who treat me bad....I know old fren is better 100% my fren now...Even though we stay at different place, one at jb ., the other at kl...Thanks for ur calling me to chit chat with me...I feel better than stay at home lonely...Why i cant adopt to this life?i feel scared of this feeling-lonely...

Emo again...I oso dont wan like tat...Pls let me go...arghhhhh...i wanna release it...

丟了自己，記得要撿回來

有時候，莫名的心情不好， 不想和任何人說話，只想一個人靜靜的發呆。

有時候，突然覺得心情煩躁，看什麼都覺得不舒服， 心裏悶的發慌，拼命想尋找一個出口。

有時候，發現身邊的人都不瞭解自己， 面對著身邊的人，突然覺得說不出話。

有時候，感覺自己與世界格格不入， 曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。

有時候，突然很想逃離現在的生活， 想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

有時候，別人突然對你說， 我覺得你變了，然後自己開始百感交集。

有時候，希望時間為自己停下，做完己還沒來得及做的事情。

有時候，想一個人躲起來脆弱，不願別人看到自己的傷口。

有時候，突然很想哭，卻難過的哭不出來。

有時候，夜深人靜，突然覺得不是睡不著，而是固執地不想睡。

有時候，走過熟悉的街角， 看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一個人的臉。

有時候，明明自己心裏有很多話要說，卻不知道怎樣表達。

有時候，覺得自己擁有著整個世界， 一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。 真的只是有時候，明明自己身邊很多朋友，卻依然覺得孤單。

有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里的發一次瘋。

有時候，突然找不到自己，把自己丟的無影無蹤。

有時候，心裏突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒，覺得自己很累很累。

有時候，看不到自己未來的樣子，迷茫的不知所措。

有時候，發現自己一夜之間長大了。

有時候，聽到一首歌，就會突然想起一個人。

有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一種安全感。 可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候，你卻偏執地退隱。

有時候，別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話，心裏鬱悶的發慌。

有時候，被別人傷害，嘴上講沒事，其實心裏難過的要死。

有時候，常常在回憶裏掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷。

有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷，有時候卻麻木的像個笨蛋。

有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑歎息，自己卻無能為力。

有時候，真的會想這麼多。跟朋友裝沉默，跟陌生人講心裏話。 對於在乎你的，不想讓他們擔心，

有時候，沒有消息就是一種好消息。 其實，很想說“我很好”，或許是昧著心說謊， 也只是想把最燦爛的一面，

放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。

丟了自己，要記得撿回來。 

october onwards

time: 4/10/2010

venue: times square, look up point at ampang

have our bowling session at times square.aft that v curi curi go buy the cake for celebrate catherine n fion birthday.

look yummy yummy...nice recommend this cake sop at hotel berjaya times square. The bakery shop called Big Apple... after 6pm, u will get 50 % off

chicken steak..nice nice...big plate!!

look point..almost 3 yrs din come here ady...quite enjoy at this place...

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Venue: Broga hill at semenyih (sinnee's hometown)

nice experience wake up in the early morning and see the sunshine...

the day wanna turn into bright day

the view nice o!!!

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Time: Week 2 of my new semester 091010

Venue: Sg.wang , timessquare, pavillion

with darling gui fang (continue our shopping seesion -due to my prob...she come acc me)..thks a lot. She always know me very well when she know my mood is on bad mood, she came n acc me..

nite day look!!let's go clubbing..long time din go liao..actually tat day wanna go maison..but lastly oso din go...

After our shopping session, we having our nite time yum cha session at cola club..even though v cant go clubbing, but v still can go cola clubing...quite enjoy thr..listening music and watch soccer match...

Cola club at genting klang...have a nice saturday nite here...i love saturday ever..coz this is the day i can get to home as late i wanted.

2010年，我们今年二十一二岁

我们今年二十一二岁，
见到亲戚朋友，他们不再问你考试考了多少分，更多的是问现在一个月工资多少；

我们今年二十一二岁，
聊天的话题，从各种网络游戏变成汽车、房子，吃饭的时候讨论的往往是他准备结婚，她哪年结婚；

我们今年二十一二岁，
每天不再感叹学校有多少作业做不完，开始感叹油价、房价涨的有多快；

我们今年二十一二岁，
不再乱买东西，月底开始算计这个月还了信用卡，交了房租，还剩下多少钱；

我们今年二十一二岁，
渐渐地讨厌喧闹，喜欢自然；

我们今年二十一二岁，
偶尔会有寂寞，偶尔会挂念一个人；

我们今年二十一二岁，
我们开始追逐梦想，不会再轻易流泪，不会再为了一点挫折而放弃；

我们今年二十一二岁，
没有了年少的轻狂，把遇到的挫折困难都当成一种人生的阅历，试着去包容，试着去忍耐；

我们今年二十一二岁，
回想起曾经，我们做过了太多的错事，走了太多的弯路，我们总在后悔，可是我们回不去了，回不去那个曾经纯真的年代了。当我们被社会上无形的压力压的喘不过气的时候，我们渴望曾经的那份爱，渴望每天下班了能有个人一起吃饭，一起看电影，我们需要一个人来为我们分担些东西。我们在一条伟大的航路上，我们需要有人为我们鼓劲，也许我们偶尔累到会想放弃，可是当我们想到身边还有一个让我们牵挂的人，深吸一口气，继续向前走，我相信总有一个能够停靠的彼岸。

我们今年二十一二岁，
我们隐身上MSN 看看谁在线呢 看见熟悉的人 想说点什么 究竟又什么也没说... 就这样纠结着...我们把空间刷新了一遍又一遍 看看谁更新心情了，谁更新日志了，恢复了符号，却没有恢复句子...

我们今年二十一二岁，
烦恼的时候不再发牢骚...我们静静的 静静的看着听着 这很现实又很虚伪的世界.... 我们今年二十一二岁，明明很想哭，却还在笑。 明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。 明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开。 明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福。 明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了。 明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。 明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话。 明明眼泪都快溢出眼眶，却高昂着头。 明明已经无法挽回，却依旧执着。 明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不必觉得欠我的。 明明这样伪装着很累，却还得依旧..

为的只是隐藏起自己的脆弱，即使很难过，也会装的无所谓，只是不愿别人看见自己的伤口，不想让自己周围的人担心，不想让别人同情自己，只想在心底独自承受，虽然心疼的难以呼吸，却笑着告诉所有人“我没事的！”然后静下来时，自己便笑话自己，何必把自己伪装的那么坚强.! 

失去的东西再次回到你身边，你会比以前更懂得珍惜

失去的东西再次回到你身边，你会比以前更懂得珍惜

你要比以前更努力， 把失去的空洞弥补起来

只要有放心去努力做一样事情， 你得到的成果就你想要的

即使不是，至少你有努力过

别人没有看到你的努力，不用紧也没关系

你的努力一定会得到回报

不想让任何人误会，我还是我

过去的事就让它过去，我已经不想再提，因为不值得我去留恋

人是不能留在回忆里，即使那些回忆是多么美好

世界真小，当我想要忘掉那些回忆时

为什么又让我无意间看到他，我也不想这样

老天就是爱抓弄人，两个似成相识的人

转个身就变成两个陌生人

可能他不把这些当成一回事

别傻了，这些都不重要了

现在应该做的是往前看，去寻找我的下一站

♥sometime when we touch♥

my hou ji mui, sin nee@ me

me@my dear gui fang

Last 2 week of saturday, i was very busy to meet my fren.One is from kampar, one is from Kepong. I cant make it the time meet them at different date. I was woke up in the early morning to dill up myself and it is my 1st time wear maxi dress which last time borrow from my fren, jiaxin. I addicted with long dress now, coz when u wear it will become different. First of all, me ,peiling, weesiong go klcc to buy the oct baby present for catherine n fion. We do shopping at pavillion , klcc to bought their present. After that, i went to sg.wang to meet up this 2 frens.. My days is full of shopping and meet them up..She always my best fren ever during our diploma time. However, the other one fren, dee hsia cant join us at that weekend. But i wish nx time all of us can meet up againe...The chance v meet is very low..coz all of them was still studying at kampar.. I was very appreciate those days we live in hostel...appreciate our frienship so much... That day from 11am shop until 11pm...very geng...But now getting older...the long day shopping and some more go 4 -5 places in days wasn't a easy job to me anymore.

taken phto by sin nee..still take her new camera, keep saying i was wear very pretty that day and help me take this photo

both of us♥

me at bukit bintang walk

starbucks coffee at sg.wang

nvr take photo at sg.wang

curi photo taken by sin nee!!!!no realise when she capture this photo

I ♥ this photo so much....bff♥

normal look!!

i wanna get a camera soon..saving money to buy...my target for this year birthday is canon camera....i like the setting of this camera.canon ixus 100..

nite day look!! this photo with flash

we again!!!