am i useless???

am i useless....

2day i pick up my mum's call...she was keep on scolding me and ngam me....I feel very sad and my heart very hurt....this time very seriously scolding until i cant bear and cry out. Lastly, she ask me "r u understand , what i talking just now" and i dont know how to answer her. Then i choose to cut the line and cry silently.

I couldn't do anytin...she dont understand me. I oso dont know how to respon to her... I know i useless coz last time i keep spending money til finish my saving.i dont know when i become like dis....my family's hv financial problems...so maybe cant support me study

Im speechless....now i think carefully about my future...whether wan continue study here o go singapore working...